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extended version of the gospel according to flowers!

22 Wednesday Mar 2017

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THE GOSPEL ACCORDING TO FLOWERS!
Had to do a little homily from San Francisco, in the spirit of St Francis! So here’s a little flower sermon, since my hair is long now and I’m in San Fran:
The earth is always evangelizing as it says, so we are without excuse, the invisible qualities of God are all around us symbolized and encounter-able in nature. We, though, are more interrupted.
But the birds and trees are in the story directly. Our love gaze relieves their groan. We are writing our way into it, back home. They are not the ultimate, but are swimming in and expressing, and symbolizing it!
We tend to dip our toes into it, and retreat. Reality is too much for us. Even that amount of Love and Beauty intimidates us. Even a loving glance from a stranger, makes us shudder in unbelief. Embarrasses us. Causes us to retract, enacting the old shame in all its fear of beholding fully into being seen and so seeing, in Love.
Are we afraid to encounter it, or of being laid bare by it? If we see a single green glade well, will we be forced to unfurl ourselves? If we see God in a leaf, do we look the other way? Heaven and earth kissing in front of us-does that embarrass us? Do we fear their intimacies?!
A kingdom already in our midst, in tangible art all around us daily. A girl’s wrist in afternoon light, at any cafe, or a single flower, even at night, tells the whole gospel. A single sunset alone is opera, any child could not ignore or tune out! In art, we simply, and in a rudimentary way, emulate those hourly crescendos, we each walk by daily.
Our cat snow seems to get it-he is less worried about doctrine than being and love.
The inner life of leaves alone, their unity in diversity, compels me towards…not to mention the overt overture of flowers in their multifarious silent but sonic praises daily!
Perhaps we need more deeply to behold the gospel according to flowers, the inner geometry of the animal kingdom, if we can’t hear it elsewhere!
That way, we can’t just react to how poorly humans carry it. Nature speaks clearly like poetry. And it’s harder for the heart to argue with a poem.
Sorry for getting homiletic. But nature and my nature, compelled me too! What dense poetry we live in. Our aquarium compels us to learn to swim. Thanks for letting me go hippie on this sermon! Enjoying preaching from the city of flowers in your hair. Good reminder to notice them.
One old preacher said: “One can see the gospel in anything, if you look deeply enough.”
And as St Francis said: “If you look at a single flower, not to mention a person, deeply enough, in Love, you will meet God, and be changed.”
“God is not so “other” that He did not come down, incarnate, and express Himself; we can know His invisible qualities through His art which is all around us. A flower is enough proof to learn to live well in Love.”
(End of my hippie sermon from the flowers of San Francis’ city!)

the gospel according to flowers

22 Wednesday Mar 2017

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THE GOSPEL ACCORDING TO FLOWERS!
Had to do a little homily from San Francisco, in the spirit of St Francis!
 The earth is always evangelizing as it says, so we are without excuse, the invisible qualities of God are all around us symbolized and encounter able in nature. We are more interrupted.
 But the birds and trees are in the story directly. Our love gaze relieves their groan. We are writing our way into it. They are not the ultimate, but are swimming in and expressing, symbolizing it! We tend to dip our toes into it, and retreat. Reality is too much for us.
Even that amount of Love and Beauty intimidates us. Embarrasses us. Causes us to retract, enacting the old shame. Are we afraid to encounter it, or of being laid bare by it? If we see a single glade well, will we be forced to unfurl ourselves? If we see God in a leaf, do we look the other way? Heaven and earth kissing in front of us. A kingdom already in our midst. A girl’s wrist in afternoon light, or a single flower tells the whole gospel.
Our cat snow seems to get it. The inner life of leaves alone compels me towards…not to mention the overt overture of flowers in their multifarious praises daily!

Took my journal and camera up the hill today, trying to notice small things well, but so many electrically, Life-filled creatures kept flying over, i was “distracted by being”, as they say. Started thinking about Adam and Noah, and others, trying to name and then re-order or preserve the animal kingdom in their unique identities-how to say zebra correctly, is a huge and difficult thing, even in english, like naming a child. For it calls forth identity. I loved that movie Noah, just because it made you think about it-how to co-name the creatures, and haven their identities. Anyways, wrote this: On Noah’s watch today… I saw shrub jays, bumble bees, and felt other buzzing things, humingbirds and ravens, mostly; perhaps a hawk will come by..I’ll keep watching for them all…until i see them well, until we see us into being ourselves. And, then, return thanks, as we must, in order to know and trust our own names.

21 Tuesday Mar 2017

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Books arrive like friends to me…

21 Tuesday Mar 2017

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Books arrive like friends…

Some other birthday friends arrived today in the post! Since I was a kid, books have been like friends to me, when they arrive again, i get very excited.

Two of my favorite Jewish thinkers from our century arrived today in the mail!

I’m replenishing a few lost books this season. I carried “I and Thou”, along with with Brother Lawrence’s “Practicing the Presence” around in my back pockets in my college days, but they fell out along the way-not out of my heart, or mind, but out of my clowny pockets.

The two great Jewish revivalist (tried to bring The Spirit back into their spirituality! As many Christians have struggled to do as well!) were friends in Berlin, so I think it’s cool they arrived in a package together today for a late birthday gift. I hope they enjoyed the journey here. Books really are like friends to me, as are flowers and many animals.

My mentor in college, was a catholic mystic aesthetician, and great friend of Buber’s thoughts. I’m thankful he taught me about art through Buber’s categories! To this day, i still try to find the inner “thou” in a piece of art I’m looking at, in order to even begin to interpret it! “Love in order to know.” as one clear headed monk put it!

Same with people or cities for than matter. Try to see heart to heart, spirit to spirit, deep to deep-see where the light is already shining, and increase it! And be transformed by that type of gazing. Try to have I-thou encounters with them, rather than I-it! I try to read books that way also! So they change me with their brightest seeds!

And of course, Heschel had such heart ecumenism and a poetic voice, he’s hard to ignore on any topic, especially the prophets, who are my favorites!

Enjoying overhearing them all dialoguing at my table this morning. Of course, Heschel and Buber were friends, so I think they liked being in the same package which arrived today in an unlikely simple package into my silver mail box. Such huge seeds come in tiny packages.

I left my last copy of “I asked for Wonder” on a plane recently, filled with my notes. Someone is surely enraptured in wonder now, and considering what really gives meaning to this short version of life down here…enjoying a study morning anyways with some old friends!

Again, when God asked Heschel what he wanted in life, he asked for wonder rather than success. God liked his answer and gave him both.

I’m throwing Walter Brueggemann, the christian old testament scholar, into the mix because his book on Sabbath has the same density of knowing as the other two, and it is good thinking about the commandments, mainly the ten but a few others, more deeply from a Christian perspective.

Nice rainy morning Monday meditations! So much to learn yet!

One thing about books and thinkers—like these flowers they seem to say more in conversation with one another, or become more themselves, and more than themselves, in unison.

Nice conversation to overhear thus far! Sorry for my loquaciousness, i get excited when friends show up! Even older ones.

Being fables

21 Tuesday Mar 2017

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We’re
Fables
And
Fable tellers
Sometimes the truth is best
Contained in
A tale.

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Occurences on my birthday

20 Monday Mar 2017

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How books talk…and…one’s I’m dialoguing with now…(some again)

20 Monday Mar 2017

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Starting a series on books I’m reading, and why, and how! I like having I-Thou encounters with books and art. To be transformed by their most illuminated thoughts or ideas–what I would call their “revealed theology”. The best thoughts of men, pale in comparison to one single thought infected by God. I try to find God thoughts with books, and just as with people, search for the “good soil”–where God already is, and is working to form Himself. I start my conversation there, just as in counseling.

That’s how I read. I try to find God in other, and amplify in that area, until I can hear well. Usually it is where Love is. In conversations with people, i try to find where their heart is responsive to His Spirit and expand that area. I think it is the same with books for me. I love books, as if they were people. And some really can change your life, if you are willing to deeply encounter them. Some seeds are eternal. Some must be uncovered, others are more overt. When we love something, we start to see it as it is, and call it towards that place in itself. And in doing so, we are transformed. This is the art and purpose of seeing well.

I try to go spirit to spirit or deep to deep, or I to Thou when I read. It’s a bit redundant when actually reading I and Thou again, which arrived along with other friends in the mail today. I love getting books in the mail, tiny regalos or gifts containing whole worlds, just arrive in a little box, and when received as treasures, open up inner riches.

In this new series, i’m going to be writing about books I’m reading and some I’ve been reading for nearly 30 years and still gleaning from. These guys arrived today, so thought I’d start there.

 So just today, two of my favorite Jewish thinkers from our century arrived in my little silver post box by the front door! I’m replenishing a few lost books this season. I carried “I and Thou”, along with with Brother Lawrence’s “Practicing the Presence” around in my back pockets in my college days, but they fell out along the way-not out of my heart, or mind, but out of my clowny pockets.
Back then, i wanted to have a small library with me at all times. I liked having knowledge on my body, just in case. Maybe I thought I would forget everything, or just wanted to be surrounded by people’s best thoughts. Later when I lived in my car, it became a mobile library and art gallery. This may have all started as a kid when i could just stack books all around me, in order to think.
 Often I wouldn’t even read many of the books, i just liked being near them like having lots of friends nearby while working. I’ve never stopped loving books themselves, as well as many of the eternal seeds that somehow get pressed between their codex covers. Surely, there are many many books and scrolls in heaven! But back here on earth, back to today, back to Martin Buber and Abraham Heschel, back to Walter Brueggemann. Back to old and newer friends. Martin and Rabbi Heschel arrived first.
 These two great Jewish revivalist were friends in Berlin, so I think it’s cool they arrived in a package together today for a late birthday gift. The package, marked NYC and other cities, seemed so small and profane to contain such huge and sacred profound thoughts. It sort of forced me to do what Heschel teaches: put the everyday and God into the same thought!
My mentor in college, was catholic mystic aestheticist, and great friend of Buber’s thoughts. I’m thankful he taught me about art through Buber’s categories of thought! To this day, i still try to find the inner thou in art I’m looking at! Or people or cities for than matter. To try to have I-thou encounters with them, rather than I-it! I try to read books that way also! So they change me with their brightest seeds!
And of course, Heschel had such heart ecumenism and a poetic voice, he’s hard to ignore on any topic, especially the prophets, who are my favorites!
 Enjoying them all dialoguing at my table this morning. Of course, Heschel and Buber were friends, so I think they liked being in the same package which arrived today. I left my last copy of “I asked for Wonder” on a plane recently, filled with my notes. Someone is surely enraptured in wonder now, and considering what really gives meaning to this short version of life down here…enjoying a study morning anyways with some old friends!
Again, when God asked Heschel what he wanted in life, he asked for wonder rather than success. God liked his answer and gave him both.
 I’m throwing Walter Brueggemann, the christian old testament scholar, into the mix because his book on Sabbath has the same density of knowing as the other two, and it is good thinking about the commandments, mainly the ten but a few others, more deeply from a Christian perspective. Nice rainy morning Monday meditations! So much to learn yet! One thing about books and thinkers—like these flowers they seem to say more in conversation with one another, or become more than themselves in unison. Nice conversation to overhear thus far!
  I’m still moved by books, men, women, cities, nations, by people, places and things and by beholding them in their inner truth or essence–finding their true image and loving it alive, as I become alive. In doing so, we both become more ourselves. Spiritual perception changes us. We practice this by reading books well or having good conversations with people. We practice this depth beholding by making art, and encountering art well. Seeing things in love honors, calls forth and allows them and us to be what we actually are. Seeing things with deep curiosity and through the lens of love, changes everything, including us. This is what we talk about, when we talk about spiritual perception, seeing things into wholeness or more as they really are, or seeing the world through God’s Eyes.
  I still love art,  books and people. And, I am still humbled by those who have gone farther into the forest of The Father’s knowing than me, as these three men have. I’m thankful for the clearing in the woods of knowing and becoming they became and are! Glad to be in conversation with these fellows today! Like these flowers they seem to say more in conversation with one another, or become more than themselves in unison in my heart. So I’ll let them have an open dialogue. I’ll garden steward their conversation, as they interview one another in my heart. Thanks for arriving at my table fathers.

On Noah’s watch today… I saw shrub jays, bumble bees, humingbirds and ravens, mostly; perhaps a hawk will come by..I’ll keep watching for them all…until i see them. And return thanks.

20 Monday Mar 2017

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Spiritual Fatherhood

20 Monday Mar 2017

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Notes towards an article on father like spirituality!
What is a father’s spirituality? What does it look like? Firstly it is a person in direct relationship with Father God. One who reflects His Ways—thoughts and heart. One who is concerned but never worried. One who leans in, and fully incarnates, but is not traumatized by darkness. One who instead is in but not of, is fully suffering with, but is also living in the hope and knowing of resurrection.
When I meet true spiritual father’s they have that mixture of grieving with Christ, and hope in Christ. They have that type of paradox. And they tend to enjoy paradox, or the yet, unsolved riddles of life. They love, but are not looking for the simple solution, but rather the one which ushers in the most love and transformation on all sides. In short, they walk in mercy. Not in denial of all that is vial in themselves, others and the world, but in full redemptive hope. They are trying to be agents of redemption in each situation. How would father redeem this, and make it beautiful.
They are also, by their own presence, walking in His, calling forth beauty around them.
Wisdom hangs out on ridges rivers and rims—crossroads, where people and ideas meet. The gates, the places of exchange. Some fathers are always posted at these spots in life. Just to be in Him. Find them, and you find life.
A fathery perspective above all always has Peace in it. Come let us spiritually reason together. Let us consider how God is moving in and through all the events around us. And let’s do so, in His I Am Peace of knowing. That practice of staying in His Peace is paramount in our days.
Jeremiah felt it all, but remained in dialogue with God. Daniel knew so much, yet remained faithfully present in God. There times were much as ours. They set their minds to gain understanding of His Ways. The disciplined and bridled themselves, and their hearts daily, even hourly into His. This must be our spiritual practice in our times. To abide more constantly “in Him”. Then we will be drawn to what He loves—His Father, His church, His people etc. We come to love what the one we love most loves. And as we grow in Father’s Life, we find ourselves soaked in and pouring over Love. Love is the hallmark of the spiritually mature.
I’ve also found that most fathers have a greater interest in His Ways, than just what He is doing in the moment. They want to enter the patterns of His Being. They want to know the why from His Perspective, more from their own. They have yielded their thoughts to His, and want to enter more deeply in His higher perspective of the passing situations of life. Father, how do you interpret this situation I’m considering. Show me your interpretation of this matter. And then, perforce, we must listen well to God. We have no choice but to become great listeners. And I’ve seen this with each spiritually mature person I’ve met. They listen deeply and humbly even to the weakest.
Since we live in times such as Daniel’s and Jeremiah’s, it’s good to look at them as models of how to remain steady in very unstable times. Their personal spiritualities are examples and contain keys for us.
They were both prophetic, intimate friends with God, had the ear of kings and leaders, but also willing to suffer for their intimacy with God.
Prophets are basically more concerned with being near God than people, and yet by doing so, gain His Heart and words for people. They are intimates firstly, like priest. Then, they have a heart for people to understand how richly loving and communicative Father towards each of us. The prophet’s role is to make that clear and manifest. To overflow from that Fount of all blessings.
Yes, they are messengers, but more they are impartations of His Presence. They carry Him with them, and His messages and words. But their personal spiritualities are always about intimacy and receptivity to Him Himself.
You can only prophecy to the measure that you have His Love imparted. And your words can only go in to the degree that the soil in another’s heart is prepared by Love. Finding the good soil is part of maturing in the prophetic ministry.
It is Wisdom to find good soil for His Seeds. Often a prophet will have “the word” but the soil is not yet readied to receive. So they must hold that gap in fellowship with His suffering, knowing that He is trying to speak into the situation, but has not yet been allowed. I’ve experienced that many times over the years. It’s tough to sit with Him in that space. It’s a very good place to pray and intercede from though!
Then your prayers have authority. To the degree you are willing to fellowship with Him in that already not yet suffering, your prayers will have authority to ready the soils!
You are looking in ministry, for the part of the other’s heart which receives living water, rather than repels it. If that area repels it, then you start looking to remove blocks or stones. Or praying that they be removed, so that area can be receptive to growth again, or for the first time in Him. This is basic in counseling, and often occurs in prayer firstly.
Often I’ll pray before counseling, asking Father, what part of this person are you loving into. I think that is the role of a father for the other person. To seek to be in Father’s Presence, and to touch only and in the tone and way that the Father is intervening and incarnating the life of His Son into this person’s heart.
Eventually we become more concerned with other’s whole formation than just solving momentary problems. We look at roots, not just fruits. If the roots are cared for, the fruits take care of themselves, as one mentor told me.
Jesus came, that we would know The Father. When we love Him, we are guided into the Life of His Father. Once there, we like and in Him, want to share from and impart that Life. Counseling and helping others, is basically the art of doing that—imparting the Father’s Life and Ways into other’s hearts! This can only occur in the Peace of His Presence. For apart from Him, just like Jesus, we can do absolutely nothing of eternal significance for others. So our practice is to be coming to know and love and be intimate with The Father at all times. That is the spirituality of a father. To live with and in the Father in all realms at all times. To stay close to Him, and continue to grow into His Ways. When someone has been doing this for a long time, you know it. The fruits of the spirit are present in their lives, and the loving concern of the Father’s Heart is ministered almost automatically.

Why I still like St Patrick

20 Monday Mar 2017

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St Patrick! Why I like him still!
Some people don’t like to think about saints. I do, partly because I’m curious about their personal spiritualities and what really motivated them.
 Why I like Patrick. He was a practical mystic. And an authentic one-singular in many ways, unique, but moved in that ancient way of Christ.
 Was enslaved when young, and then went back, led by a dream/vision, to the place where he was captive, and brought supernatural power to deliver a nation, through relationships. So was a prophet poet to the nations, like Jeremiah.
 He also left confessions and poetry, as his legacy of words. Good art and an apology– not a bad legacy.
 I walked the St Patrick path across the heart of Ireland years ago, and was really touched, and imparted by his love for other, and spiritual fatherhood. Interesting saint. Worth considering. He also had strategy, worked with kings, but also the poor and outcast. I like his style of carrying life. Plus, lots of cool miracles happened around him which included nature, the earth, the creatures.
 He was ecumenical, missional, loved and sought out “other”-even often “pagan” or rejected others. He was often rejected or misunderstood by the institutional church, but kept following God. This guy was cool, a poetic maverick and pioneer of being.
 He seemed to have forgiven the mainstream folks who were threatened by him, but still lived out his calling, walked his path. Didn’t seem like a bitter fellow, or egotistical. Just having sat with him for years, i think he is an interesting saint, woetht emulating or at least considering when you think of The Way. And he had that inner burning in his heart to bless others, especially multi-culturally. He couldn’t shut out The Voice of Love.
 Considering him and his way, this birthday week.
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