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photo response…

19 Thursday Nov 2015

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A prophetic response to a photo a friend put up:
I think you’re Patricia right on that image friend! Some Divine communication on it or in it!
Sorry for the length of response, but when i saw that image, i started getting a whole interpretation! It’s loaded!
here’s a lightning quick interpretation…
The specific location matters, but it’s a general message for us all. The lightening bolt on the right—direct revelation into the sea (i.e. nations, mankind, people; when Jesus teaches on the sea, it was always to the people groups); God is not slow to speak, we are slow to listen! He is clearly speaking now, specifically to the nations or peoples!
The other communication lines (on the left) are slightly broken but still touch down and communicate to those with ears, and the conductivity, recpetivity of water.
Above it is constant unbroken conversation, among the angels and His Servants and those who can see Reality-indicated visually by the inverted bowl of electric currents in the top of the image!
We are given the Voice, but then become conduits or messages carrying it, as we receive. Also, our own horizons-where lightening meets water visually- are meeting places with the Divine. Wisdom meets at the rims ridges rivers, meeting places. Sky and water. Bolts between are communications between Divine and us. Could keep downloading that image’s meaning, but specifically because it was taken in a rarefied or specifically symbolic space—how He often does the unseen high place work firstly, and then it’s carried down the mountain into the valleys….
God is speaking clearly now, even though our lines of communication are broken, and there is much confusion or even fear of storms themselves. Or lack of discernment between types of storms-His versus the enemies and demonic forces.
And yet, for those with opened ears, or eyes we hear  and see the sheer rip of lightning communication over, onto and into our waters etc….nice one…lots to interpret there. There is never a time when He is not speaking, but He makes spaces that it becomes obvious on the earth, so we can see and know, hear and act….choose to continue to say yes to His Voice.
Specifically with this image, that it is taken in “the middle east”, He is drawing our attention to the fact that He is speaking a clear word into and through those nations (syria etc) and we should take note-or at least a photo! That’s where His contact point—where lightening meets water- is now. Easiest place to overhear Him!
So the world is finally looking east again, which will continue to be the case until the end. Anyways, fun doing quick prophetic interpretations of loaded images—thanks for sharing that one Andrew!
Of course the downloading of The Law was also one of those moments when Divine communication touched clearly down, and interestingly, people were also afraid then. They could not deal with the intensity of direct communication. But we are not to look away from the smoke, the lightning the thunder, but rather towards it, and enter in to that Divine exchange! That is one of the challenges of now. To not act as the people did when God spoke on My Sinai. To not live in fear, but help interpret the signs as prophets did!

A Parisien Heart

14 Saturday Nov 2015

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Back in Austin with our hearts in Paris:
Back in Austin, our neighborhood is all out planting trees in public spaces together today. Gotta love this city. Not in denial of global tragedies (more than aware, we had many french officials here doing a sister city tour yesterday; and did a co-blessing ceremony last night with our french friends at our capital; i think, if anything America is re-traumatized by this event, which may be necessary as I’m not sure we fully healed or dealt with 911 all the way as a nation; reacting and healing are two different processes), But planting new life as a sign feels right today. Plant life in the place of death. I may take one of these trees and plant it in my favorite park in Paris for New Years. ( to be specific, Luxembourg Park—love that one, near St Michael’s; many films have been shot in this park, and it touches me)
Feels like we are doing that with our personal land here as well. Buying land in Anathoth like Jeremiah did even as the nation was being taken over (as a sign of hope), or in a serious leadership crisis as was true in his times and ours.
Anyway, it’s like a clearing in the forest here today, beneath a light cool rain, which must’ve traveled from a distance, judging from its scent. Austin, nice to see you again old friend.
In prayer this morning, saw so many angels of all stripes and colors descending into Paris today-this vision was comforting. Maybe we should pray for the angels serving, as they seem less interrupted than us.
I think I’ll go make art with the elderly people across the street today for fun, and listen to some records-that generation loves vinyl and un-ironically! They get bored, as do I. Might as well live each day, in the midst and while bearing the global tumult!
Of course, still praying for Paris, specifically that she would feel comforted, cared about, and have wisdom not just reaction, spiritual intelligence in how to address the complexity of un-healed generational wounds between people groups and members of our family which are clearly acting out in our global village these days.
Old issues, all seemingly coming to the surface at once in that symbolizing city. Requires love on all sides. Yet clearly, we cannot earn Grace (or heavenly rewards) by killing one another, even verbally. We win nothing, even in eternity by killing one another down here! Teach us to love our family, and to be kind to one another! And to father and mother those in need.

13 Friday Nov 2015

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Another little airport meditation:
“Again Jesus began to teach beside the lake. And a very great crowd gathered about Him, so that He got into a ship in order to sit in it on the sea, and the whole crowd was at the lakeside on the shore. And He taught them many things in parables (illustrations or comparisons put beside truths to explain them), and in His teaching He said to them:
Give attention to this! ……
And as soon as He was alone, those who were around Him, with the Twelve [apostles], began to ask Him about the parables.
And He said to them, To you has been entrusted the mystery of the kingdom of God [that is, [b]the secret counsels of God which are hidden from the ungodly]; but for those outside [[c]of our circle] everything becomes a parable…(a riddle to trip them into an encounter of the spiritual Kingdom)…
(Things are hidden temporarily only as a means or trigger into revelation.)
For there is nothing hidden except to be revealed, nor is anything [temporarily] kept secret except in order that it may be made known….
If anyone has ears to hear, let them be listening and let them perceive and comprehend.
The earth produces [acting] by itself—first the blade, then the ear, then the full grain in the ear.
But when the grain is ripe and permits, immediately he sends forth [the reapers] andputs in the sickle, because the harvest stands ready.
With many such parables [Jesus] spoke the Word to them, as they were able to hear and [n]to comprehend and understand.
He did not tell them anything without a parable (a riddle, a symbolic story, a little poem of being); but privately to His disciples ([o]those who were peculiarly His own) He explained everything [fully]….
 On that same day [when] evening had come, He said to them, Let us go over to the other side [of the lake].
 And leaving the throng, they took Him with them, [just] as He was, in the boat [in which He was sitting]. And other boats were with Him….
They came to the other side of the sea…
And as soon as He got out of the boat, there met Him out of the tombs a man [under the power] of an unclean spirit.”(Amplified-pump it up-version)
Jesus on a boat (among other boats, which makes you wonder who all saw Him teaching, and calming storms, controlling nature!) in the water teaching the masses of people (that’s enough for pause for consideration); and then breaking his teaching and methodology down afterwards to his inner circle (those who were peculiarly His!), at the same time as training them experientially during the storm, increasing their faith and understanding, and preparing them for what was on the other side of the body of water—a deliverance situation with a demonized man.
What a great story and scene from the life of Jesus while on earth! What an existential experiential teacher as well!
Again, if we enter these vignettes as little windows of understanding, the bible becomes so very rich and personal. This story is lots about how to teach and train as well. If we approach it as just a religious text or propaganda, we miss the inner meaning of the great tales in the book.
“I could meditate on any of these stories forever.” one great early desert father said. “If you just gave me half of one of the stories in the bible, i could build a mountain of truths and art.” Again here, Jesus’ most often used practical metaphors—farming, finances, fishing and family…what a great teacher! Very down to earth with his metaphors. Wanting to be understood clearly. Hard to ignore what a master teacher He was, even if you, as many have said, “have problems with His followers!”

13 Friday Nov 2015

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Sorry to be so overtly spiritual, but these little teachings keep coming to me as I travel…

Walking blamelessly…another airport meditation:

The journey begins with owning our blame. I’m in the wrong, I need to make it right. That’s what Adam and Eve, our parents, couldn’t do. And yet…
Keep me on “the blameless way”, David writes. Nice line. Paul echoes it later with, that we may be pure and blameless on that day. Then, Jesus, without blemish or blame (spotless, sin-free) tells us we are His siblings. Ok. Getting that word.
We don’t become blameless through religious practice! But through, admitting our guilt, and unioning with the blameless One who is also, the blameless way. The Tao of Jesus, so to speak.
All the types or pathways of sin are present in the garden story if you look at it carefully!
Adam blamed Eve, early on, and Eve blamed the serpent. We, too tend to blame something else for our troubles-our parents, our situation-but then there is this blameless way or One. So we stay near to Him and walk into the final room blameless. That’s the way to blame free living. The blame game never works anyways.

little airport meditations..

13 Friday Nov 2015

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More little airport meditations on the way…
Living in the full circle already!
We live already in a full circle, but only see part of it manifested on earth each season. Still, we are meant to live as if the whole circle were already present, for in some sense above it is. Each of us is surrounded by a cloud of witnesses, and a particular circle which is ours to sit in. Live like that already, and you will not struggle with belonging or context while here.
Blessing the earth itself.
The animals and earth responded to the cross. They were in Peace. The earth was effected physically by the new Adam sacrificing His life for the shalom or wholeness of the whole. I would love to do a painting of that instant in history, but to focus on the earth and animal kingdom at the moment of the Cross. Few people think of evangelizing the earth itself, but isn’t this the gift of the 2nd Adam, and the renewed Eve-her womb would bear the Life which overcomes death? He reverses the curse on our relationship with the earth, and allows us to bless it into place again, to call forth life and fruitfulness. We do so, in Him, with people—speaking words of life and calling forth real life in them. Why not also the earth?
Baptizing things into the whole of The Trinity:
The grand commission Jesus offered, was to baptize things into the identities of The Father, Son and Holy Spirit. It was a holistic calling. To baptize the whole person, place or thing into the being of God through The Son, and His Spirit. It was never just about religious information, it was to baptize them into The full Names of God. To be agents of fuller Lordship of His Being over all of creation. To be portals of His Kingdom onto the earth, and to bring all three Names to peoples. So then, we ourselves must know all three Names, and carry them in our own beings. Different parts of the church tend to emphasize one or another of The Names. But we are meant to carry and be with and in, all three. This is part of discipling the nations. Seasonally, we tend to be getting to know one or another of the Names. The Father is often not the thing we know and carry to others. But Jesus Himself pointed His entire life towards the Father, just as the Holy Spirit points entirely to Jesus.
 Now all the people perceived the thunderings and the lightnings and the noise of the trumpet and the smoking mountain, and as [they] looked they trembled with fear and fell back and stood afar off.
And they said to Moses, You speak to us and we will listen, but let not God speak to us, lest we die.
And Moses said to the people, Fear not; for God has come to prove you, so that the [reverential] fear of Him may be before you, that you may not sin.
 And the people stood afar off, but Moses drew near to the thick darkness where God was. (Exodus 20:18-21)
This little passage in the grand narrative re-captured me yesterday in travel. So many great midrashic streams oozing from it. Why are the people afraid to approach? Why is God “in the thick darkness”? Also such a great sensory description of what its “like” when God shows up-smoke thunder lightning and trumpet sounds! Yes! Powerful little passage from the Torah.
If we see ourselves as the people in the story: 1)We are afraid to encounter God; 2)God is in the hiddenness of darkness; 3)His Realm is like smoke thunder and lightning. If we see ourselves as Moses or the prophet (sign of The Prophet to come, the way between realms), we are allowed into the thick darkness to communicate directly with God in language. If we see ourselves as the earth in the story (which most people don’t consider a character, but which is), we are physically effected by how humans relate to their God. I love all the little doorways, windows and vistas one little passage offers when you chew on it long enough! Anyway, fun airport meditation! Things to “do” while waiting…

By evening’s bells alone!

05 Thursday Nov 2015

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Each evening in Antwerp, the little and big bells ring together
in a layered sonic collage of signals, or waves of awakening
just beyond sunset across the city;
each bell, simultaneously, tells its own particular story
-the sharp birdlike chirp of the younger one
(toned to awake like a trumpet still polished!)
wakes me up to prepare for night each evening,
and then the mid-toned baritone one comes in
saying, again, hello; this, just before the bellowing cathedric one
rollicks in something which will never pass (something like the word assurance).
A loving Tone I know
which vibrates even being.
Each, alerts us in specific ways
to something we can’t quite recall
but which, nevertheless, seems still
pressing or resonate, somehow already installed, on some level.
In fact, each evening here
i get snapped out of spiritual amnesia-
or whatever form of forgetfulness i’m under-
by bells alone!

05 Thursday Nov 2015

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two I wrote in Antwerp a few evenings ago…
this particular evening…
the bats are diving
as well as the gulls
looking for something which still glows,
or at least flecks, of glimmer; a tennis ball perhaps, tossed up by a child.
me too, i think today, just
searching for what truly is shimmering
in evening… in this garden courtyard in Antwerp
with the fig tree and church bells still in place
after all these days.
//
As you get older…
one friendship passes into another like a blur or
hopeful collage;
but here, we smother from lack of warmth at night-
a montage, of all of us, missing a blanket. And yet,
we feel another clearer circle around us when we dream
and somehow know, we will be returned to our own kind one day;
we will all make it home, in the end,
as we say yes over and over again!

Finding the right lenses for our times

22 Thursday Oct 2015

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Sometimes certain lenses are helping to interpret one’s own times through, both locally and globally. I think our times can best be seen through the lens of Jeremiah’s time. There are different stories which leap out of scriptures as lenses of interpretation for particular moments in history. Jeremiah’s is one for now!
We are living in days very similar to the prophet Jeremiah’s. Just as in his times, we see weak leadership and false alliances happening out of confusion and not hearing God’s clear Voice. Some of us like Jeremiah, but not as cool, are being asked to bear witness to it (each in our own ways and domains), to fellowship with His Suffering, and to buy new land in Anathoth-to symbolize what is to come, even while what was is falling apart. Even as the city burns and new leadership is installed. To build while everything is falling apart. To invest in her future—that’s what Jeremiah did. He never got to see the full rebuilding of Jerusalem, instead dying in Egypt, but it did, and will again, eventually happen. We will know His unity again some day fully.
Every part of Jeremiah’s story was symbolic, as his life became a teaching about God’s ongoing orientation to people, even in times of great judgement. We are in similar days. And certain people are asked to symbolize it.
We hope to one day get to a Nehemiah time of rebuilding and unity in construction. But now we are in a sign of hope time while the world is in tumult, while leadership is frail and false alliances are causing suffering. And while even the church is not yet unified or yet working together smoothly to be salt and light. This story of Jeremiah is a guidepost for our times.
We ourselves are re-building our house here in Austin, as a sign of hope for the future. Rather than just abandon this city and nation, to build a sign of hope for its true identity to be recovered and redeemed one day. The entire story of Jeremiah’s times are being acted out globally. We see not just shaking and restructuring of leadership, but panic and fear as the last king Jeremiah served. Jeremiah’s role was to stay true to God and voice what God was saying. He warned, he consoled, he did symbolic action like buy land when the city was going down, and his people taken away. God has not abandoned the planet. Never does. He asks Jeremiah to buy land in the midst. He bought priestly land—i.e. hope for a restoration of the priestly way—which happened later when the people returned.
The priestly comes first—the ark crosses the river first, then the larger masses of people can cross. Symbol precedes fuller incarnation. It’s a pattern throughout history. The artists move into a neighborhood, it gets seen, and many others move in etc.. Prayer and a recovery of the word precedes revival, in both christian and Jewish history. The restoration of the Jewish priesthood brings interpretation and reading of the word, and as the levites helped the people to understand the words-to interpret them, so the restoration of His Priesthood allows us to hear and interpret His Voice in each age.
Still, an odd time for Jeremiah to buy land, but not if someone is called to symbolize God’s orientation towards a place or a city. He interpreted the times for the kings or leaders (discernment), the comforted those who needed it, and he carried God’s heart for the whole (fellowship with God’s suffering). To instruct, warn and encourage have always been the way of the prophetic. Jeremiah lived that out for his long 40 year career, at a time of international upheaval.
Here in Austin this past year, my wife and I have been allowed to re-build a house symbolically, starting from foundations up, the entire house remodel-each part, each person, each piece of wood- has been a teaching for us of how God is orienting towards our city, and how to build not just smartly but wisely-honoring what came before, but adding to it a new level of solidity and creative craftmanship. And planting hope for the future!
Each person who has worked with us has been hand picked and relational—that’s very true Austin. Honoring her core identity, while taking her forwards. We were asked to not abandon this city (or America in her hour of great confusion, which she is in) in her time of rapid maturation, but to stay with and help birth new chapters. This was what Jeremiah did. Even when given the opportunity to go to babylon and have nice stuff, he stayed with the remnant. That’s an example of how to live in these times, how to embody the Body as one dear friend put it to me recently.
In our own story, we have been given the resources and spaciousness to do so, coming from the faithful among the previous generation. We have done so with little help on the ground, but lots of angelic aid! But we are acting out something in the future, co-creating a “sign” for our city. We have also learned how God wants to grow our particular city through this process. Authentic relationships with creative builders etc. Her true identity has shone through this process. We have also honored what she was, and mid-wifed what she is becoming in a way which honors her growth, and outside of the pressures for unwise growth—materialism, most often, as all of America struggles with.
The role of the prophetic is to symbolize God’s orientation towards the whole. We are moving in Jeremiah’s way, as are many others in our times. To symbolize what God is saying is in this way of Jeremiah. Jesus got upset with the religious leaders of His day, for not being able to read the times. We are not those who cannot read. To us He does not come as a thief in the night; we,, like the wise men who found Him at His birth are to follow His Star, and be excited when it guides us to Him. Jeremiah knew His times and God’s orientation towards them.
As Jesus told His friends, but for you, it’s given to actually understand the parables of the times! We are meant to be able to read and interpret our times. Jeremiah’s times are a great lens through which to do so.

22 Thursday Oct 2015

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Sometimes certain lenses are helping to interpret one’s own times through, both locally and globally. I think our times can best be seen through the lens of Jeremiah’s time. There are different stories which leap out of scriptures as lenses of interpretation for particular moments in history. Jeremiah’s is one for now!
We are living in days very similar to the prophet Jeremiah’s. Just as in his times, we see weak leadership and false alliances happening out of confusion and not hearing God’s clear Voice. Some of us like Jeremiah, but not as cool, are being asked to bear witness to it (each in our own ways and domains), to fellowship with His Suffering, and to buy new land in Anathoth-to symbolize what is to come, even while what was is falling apart. Even as the city burns and new leadership is installed. To build while everything is falling apart. To invest in her future—that’s what Jeremiah did. He never got to see the full rebuilding of Jerusalem, instead dying in Egypt, but it did eventually happen.
Every part of Jeremiah’s story was symbolic, as his life became a teaching about God’s ongoing orientation to people, even in times of great judgement. We are in similar days. And certain people are asked to symbolize it.
We hope to one day get to a Nehemiah time of rebuilding and unity in construction. But now we are in a sign of hope time while the world is in tumult, while leadership is frail and false alliances are causing suffering. And while even the church is not yet unified or yet working together smoothly to be salt and light. This story of Jeremiah is a guidepost for our times.
We ourselves are re-building our house here in Austin, as a sign of hope for the future. Rather than just abandon this city and nation, to build a sign of hope for its true identity to be recovered and redeemed one day. The entire story of Jeremiah’s times are being acted out globally. We see not just shaking and restructuring of leadership, but panic and fear as the last king Jeremiah served. Jeremiah’s role was to stay true to God and voice what God was saying. He warned, he consoled, he did symbolic action like buy land when the city was going down, and his people taken away. God has not abandoned the planet. Never does. He asks Jeremiah to buy land in the midst. He bought priestly land—i.e. hope for a restoration of the priestly way—which happened later when the people returned.
The priestly comes first—the ark crosses the river first, then the larger masses of people can cross. Symbol precedes fuller incarnation. It’s a pattern throughout history. The artists move into a neighborhood, it gets seen, and many others move in etc.. Prayer and a recovery of the word precedes revival, in both christian and Jewish history. The restoration of the Jewish priesthood brings interpretation and reading of the word, and as the levites helped the people to understand the words-to interpret them, so the restoration of His Priesthood allows us to hear and interpret His Voice in each age.
Still, an odd time for Jeremiah to buy land, but not if someone is called to symbolize God’s orientation towards a place or a city. He interpreted the times for the kings or leaders (discernment), the comforted those who needed it, and he carried God’s heart for the whole (fellowship with God’s suffering). To instruct, warn and encourage have always been the way of the prophetic. Jeremiah lived that out for his long 40 year career, at a time of international upheaval.
Here in Austin this past year, my wife and I have been allowed to re-build a house symbolically, starting from foundations up, the entire house remodel-each part, each person, each piece of wood- has been a teaching for us of how God is orienting towards our city, and how to build not just smartly but wisely-honoring what came before, but adding to it a new level of solidity and creative craftmanship. And planting hope for the future!
Each person who has worked with us has been hand picked and relational—that’s very true Austin. Honoring her core identity, while taking her forwards. We were asked to not abandon this city (or America in her hour of great confusion, which she is in) in her time of rapid maturation, but to stay with and help birth new chapters. This was what Jeremiah did. Even when given the opportunity to go to babylon and have nice stuff, he stayed with the remnant. That’s an example of how to live in these times, how to embody the Body as one dear friend put it to me recently.
In our own story, we have been given the resources and spaciousness to do so, coming from the faithful among the previous generation. We have done so with little help on the ground, but lots of angelic aid! But we are acting out something in the future, co-creating a “sign” for our city. We have also learned how God wants to grow our particular city through this process. Authentic relationships with creative builders etc. Her true identity has shone through this process. We have also honored what she was, and mid-wifed what she is becoming in a way which honors her growth, and outside of the pressures for unwise growth—materialism, most often, as all of America struggles with.
The role of the prophetic is to symbolize God’s orientation towards the whole. We are moving in Jeremiah’s way, as are many others in our times. To symbolize what God is saying is in this way of Jeremiah. Jesus got upset with the religious leaders of His day, for not being able to read the times. We are not those who cannot read. To us He does not come as a thief in the night; we,, like the wise men who found Him at His birth are to follow His Star, and be excited when it guides us to Him. Jeremiah knew His times and God’s orientation towards them.
As Jesus told His friends, but for you, it’s given to actually understand the parables of the times! We are meant to be able to read and interpret our times. Jeremiah’s times are a great lens through which to do so.