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The buena vista local coyote!

23 Thursday Mar 2017

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Another coyote sighting on our evening walk! Ok, and then, we met this city coyote! A San Franciscan!
 “The creatures notice those who notice and honor their names.” It’s true. It takes years for certain creatures to trust enough to be with, others are perhaps overly trusting. But I love encountering them, and listening to who they are, and where they’re at, what they need, and how they are meeting those needs especially in cities. How to steward their remarkable presences well.
  I especially love being near the presence of creatures, not normally encountered! I also like feral creatures. All our cats were feral, and Amy was able to help them live better healthier lives, and educate folks in our neighborhood over the years. We rehabilitating them all. Now we are friends, though it feels like Noah’s other ark at times. Learning to steward the creatures in wisdom is such a life changing journey!
coyote den, nearly hidden
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 On the other hand, we’ve had a raccoon in our bins the last two nights. Different relationship. But I do sort of like him, and he has a cool mask. But not a great burglar really—very loud!
     Anyways, this evening…
 Another walk with my love in the woods, and yet another local coyote sighting!
  Last time here we saw whales, today it was more fishermen walking in glisten, and yet another wild urban coyote! Love these creatures.
  This time Amy was with me, so believed that I was not just imagining this special and mythic creature. It was within 10 feet of us, and very aware of us. This is the coyote of Buena Vista Park. We were on a walk to look at flowers there, when we saw this lovely creature just surveying the skyline! Calm and in herself, but still wild and mysterious, with one eye on her den.
 The coyotes in this city, are really beautiful. Not mangy, like ones I’ve met, but regal. They do still walk sideways, slightly. Their lines are bent, as Emily Dickinson might put it. Like large red wolves really.  Was special to get to be near one with Amy. Yet another local coyote! I wonder if they all know each other? Or have coyote party’s at night, or go ride coyote carousels together by the water. If I see another, I’ll ask.
 I love the mystery contained in some creatures. Nice to meet this one today on our evening walk.

the old camera by the sea

23 Thursday Mar 2017

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I feel like this old camera by the sea. I often return to it, and just look out in thanks…until I see, and can be me. I guess it is my native spirituality!the old camera by the sea

More on love…

22 Wednesday Mar 2017

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More on love from an article I’m writing, feels like a needed topic now:
 I can only aid you to the degree I love you, because our love lets God into one another’s lives. Love is our sight, and is in exact proportion to how deeply we help one another. To the degree i love you, i plant Life in the good soil in your heart. I can’t even find the good soil, without love.
Love is therefore our lens into each other’s hearts, and how often we use this given lens, determines how often we are truly helpful to one another in the long run.
 And, as i wrote earlier, love over time, creates skills, but skills alone don’t help others. Skills must be earned by loving one another. We learn to use skills wisely, by Love. Love then becomes our guide.

A man, always rests, slightly aware it’s his job to have one eye on the storm and the deeper one on all he loves.

22 Wednesday Mar 2017

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A man, always rests, slightly aware… it’s his job to have one eye on the storm and the deeper one on all he loves.

extended version of the gospel according to flowers!

22 Wednesday Mar 2017

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THE GOSPEL ACCORDING TO FLOWERS!
Had to do a little homily from San Francisco, in the spirit of St Francis! So here’s a little flower sermon, since my hair is long now and I’m in San Fran:
The earth is always evangelizing as it says, so we are without excuse, the invisible qualities of God are all around us symbolized and encounter-able in nature. We, though, are more interrupted.
But the birds and trees are in the story directly. Our love gaze relieves their groan. We are writing our way into it, back home. They are not the ultimate, but are swimming in and expressing, and symbolizing it!
We tend to dip our toes into it, and retreat. Reality is too much for us. Even that amount of Love and Beauty intimidates us. Even a loving glance from a stranger, makes us shudder in unbelief. Embarrasses us. Causes us to retract, enacting the old shame in all its fear of beholding fully into being seen and so seeing, in Love.
Are we afraid to encounter it, or of being laid bare by it? If we see a single green glade well, will we be forced to unfurl ourselves? If we see God in a leaf, do we look the other way? Heaven and earth kissing in front of us-does that embarrass us? Do we fear their intimacies?!
A kingdom already in our midst, in tangible art all around us daily. A girl’s wrist in afternoon light, at any cafe, or a single flower, even at night, tells the whole gospel. A single sunset alone is opera, any child could not ignore or tune out! In art, we simply, and in a rudimentary way, emulate those hourly crescendos, we each walk by daily.
Our cat snow seems to get it-he is less worried about doctrine than being and love.
The inner life of leaves alone, their unity in diversity, compels me towards…not to mention the overt overture of flowers in their multifarious silent but sonic praises daily!
Perhaps we need more deeply to behold the gospel according to flowers, the inner geometry of the animal kingdom, if we can’t hear it elsewhere!
That way, we can’t just react to how poorly humans carry it. Nature speaks clearly like poetry. And it’s harder for the heart to argue with a poem.
Sorry for getting homiletic. But nature and my nature, compelled me too! What dense poetry we live in. Our aquarium compels us to learn to swim. Thanks for letting me go hippie on this sermon! Enjoying preaching from the city of flowers in your hair. Good reminder to notice them.
One old preacher said: “One can see the gospel in anything, if you look deeply enough.”
And as St Francis said: “If you look at a single flower, not to mention a person, deeply enough, in Love, you will meet God, and be changed.”
“God is not so “other” that He did not come down, incarnate, and express Himself; we can know His invisible qualities through His art which is all around us. A flower is enough proof to learn to live well in Love.”
(End of my hippie sermon from the flowers of San Francis’ city!)

the gospel according to flowers

22 Wednesday Mar 2017

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THE GOSPEL ACCORDING TO FLOWERS!
Had to do a little homily from San Francisco, in the spirit of St Francis!
 The earth is always evangelizing as it says, so we are without excuse, the invisible qualities of God are all around us symbolized and encounter able in nature. We are more interrupted.
 But the birds and trees are in the story directly. Our love gaze relieves their groan. We are writing our way into it. They are not the ultimate, but are swimming in and expressing, symbolizing it! We tend to dip our toes into it, and retreat. Reality is too much for us.
Even that amount of Love and Beauty intimidates us. Embarrasses us. Causes us to retract, enacting the old shame. Are we afraid to encounter it, or of being laid bare by it? If we see a single glade well, will we be forced to unfurl ourselves? If we see God in a leaf, do we look the other way? Heaven and earth kissing in front of us. A kingdom already in our midst. A girl’s wrist in afternoon light, or a single flower tells the whole gospel.
Our cat snow seems to get it. The inner life of leaves alone compels me towards…not to mention the overt overture of flowers in their multifarious praises daily!

Took my journal and camera up the hill today, trying to notice small things well, but so many electrically, Life-filled creatures kept flying over, i was “distracted by being”, as they say. Started thinking about Adam and Noah, and others, trying to name and then re-order or preserve the animal kingdom in their unique identities-how to say zebra correctly, is a huge and difficult thing, even in english, like naming a child. For it calls forth identity. I loved that movie Noah, just because it made you think about it-how to co-name the creatures, and haven their identities. Anyways, wrote this: On Noah’s watch today… I saw shrub jays, bumble bees, and felt other buzzing things, humingbirds and ravens, mostly; perhaps a hawk will come by..I’ll keep watching for them all…until i see them well, until we see us into being ourselves. And, then, return thanks, as we must, in order to know and trust our own names.

21 Tuesday Mar 2017

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Books arrive like friends to me…

21 Tuesday Mar 2017

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Books arrive like friends…

Some other birthday friends arrived today in the post! Since I was a kid, books have been like friends to me, when they arrive again, i get very excited.

Two of my favorite Jewish thinkers from our century arrived today in the mail!

I’m replenishing a few lost books this season. I carried “I and Thou”, along with with Brother Lawrence’s “Practicing the Presence” around in my back pockets in my college days, but they fell out along the way-not out of my heart, or mind, but out of my clowny pockets.

The two great Jewish revivalist (tried to bring The Spirit back into their spirituality! As many Christians have struggled to do as well!) were friends in Berlin, so I think it’s cool they arrived in a package together today for a late birthday gift. I hope they enjoyed the journey here. Books really are like friends to me, as are flowers and many animals.

My mentor in college, was a catholic mystic aesthetician, and great friend of Buber’s thoughts. I’m thankful he taught me about art through Buber’s categories! To this day, i still try to find the inner “thou” in a piece of art I’m looking at, in order to even begin to interpret it! “Love in order to know.” as one clear headed monk put it!

Same with people or cities for than matter. Try to see heart to heart, spirit to spirit, deep to deep-see where the light is already shining, and increase it! And be transformed by that type of gazing. Try to have I-thou encounters with them, rather than I-it! I try to read books that way also! So they change me with their brightest seeds!

And of course, Heschel had such heart ecumenism and a poetic voice, he’s hard to ignore on any topic, especially the prophets, who are my favorites!

Enjoying overhearing them all dialoguing at my table this morning. Of course, Heschel and Buber were friends, so I think they liked being in the same package which arrived today in an unlikely simple package into my silver mail box. Such huge seeds come in tiny packages.

I left my last copy of “I asked for Wonder” on a plane recently, filled with my notes. Someone is surely enraptured in wonder now, and considering what really gives meaning to this short version of life down here…enjoying a study morning anyways with some old friends!

Again, when God asked Heschel what he wanted in life, he asked for wonder rather than success. God liked his answer and gave him both.

I’m throwing Walter Brueggemann, the christian old testament scholar, into the mix because his book on Sabbath has the same density of knowing as the other two, and it is good thinking about the commandments, mainly the ten but a few others, more deeply from a Christian perspective.

Nice rainy morning Monday meditations! So much to learn yet!

One thing about books and thinkers—like these flowers they seem to say more in conversation with one another, or become more themselves, and more than themselves, in unison.

Nice conversation to overhear thus far! Sorry for my loquaciousness, i get excited when friends show up! Even older ones.

Being fables

21 Tuesday Mar 2017

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We’re
Fables
And
Fable tellers
Sometimes the truth is best
Contained in
A tale.

Aside

Occurences on my birthday

20 Monday Mar 2017

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