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The gospel according to John!

27 Monday Jun 2016

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The gospel which John wrote is unique!
First the tone of the gospel of John reflects, and is centered in his friendship with Jesus while on earth!
Unlike the other gospels which give you more of the facts, the history, the progression of the life and times of Jesus, John gives you the Reality—the signs, the wonders and all the good eternally practical stuff. Then walks you out into where it is actually happening. Gotta love mystical writers—i.e. those who spend lots of time in the spiritual realm in order to interpret and give meaning to the natural realm.
John had that balance.
 While Peter focuses us on the spiritual continuum of living hope, which the prophets learned and lean into, based in Jesus future actions on our behalf, John takes us into what He is doing now, and in the past, and in the future, so we can encounter a true context for purpose and meaning daily down here. In this sense, it is the most practical of the gospels. But in an unusual way.
His friendship with Jesus was his basic spirituality. He was a friend of Jesus (Jesus even gives him care of His own mother from the cross), so it makes since, that he went where Jesus was after He died on earth. He went to heaven and kept hanging out with Jesus as a friend. That was the nature of their relationship!
Thus, he wrote from heaven and earth about his good friend. So, we have a very unique revelation of the nature and life of Jesus in John’s writings! I relate to that way. The spirituality of St John makes sense to me. It’s a spirituality based in true friendship and intimacy. That is his challenge for us in our own personal relationship with Jesus as well. Can we become friends with Him, in such a way, He can lean over and tell us what He is really thinking feeling doing etc….
  There is no distance in John’s gospel between him and Jesus—they are close. So he starts out with the Cosmic Christ who was there from the beginning, then ends up in the book of Revelation, with the future Christ intervening still with humanity. This revelation is based in friendship. So John stayed with Christ after He died and was resurrected. It is interesting that God let him live a long time as well, and appears to be one of the few apostles who was not martyred, but lived out his life into old age. Maybe Jesus just wanted to be with Him on earth for a longer time than most.
This gospel is unique and authentic linguistically as well.
   It is the gospel of Jesus the Logos, Jesus the Son of God, Jesus the bringer of Grace and Truth, Jesus the one to follow after John the Baptist pointed to Him. This is a gospel centered geographically around Jerusalem rather than His Galilee ministry, and filled with the signs of Jesus while on earth! Here is the unique way of faith emphasized rather than law. Faith as a new way of entering the realm of God and His Kingdom.
 John’s personal spirituality of friendship allowed this vision or knowing to be recorded. It is for this reason a great gospel, and unique in emphasizing certain aspects of Jesus personal life few writers touched or knew, or could express so poetically.
  Here is the gospel of the tactile smell of perfume being broken over Jesus’ feet—a sensuous telling of Jesus’ Life on earth; and in John’s letters we see this tactile quality as well– of seeing touching the actual Logos who became flesh and dwelt among us, as a human being like us and with us.
  The one he describes as The Light coming into the darkness. The Logos become flesh. The one who came into humanity which rejected him. Here is the son of man and son of God combined. As Jesus and John were friends on earth and in heaven.
In this way John’s personal spirituality is uniquely challenging for us to know Jesus as friend on earth, and as heavenly King simultaneously. To be both very down to earth, and living in heaven at the same time in our relationship with Christ. To know Him as both Cosmic Christ and Jesus our friend who washes our feet. As Jesus the wine maker (Cana’s miracle is only mentioned in this gospel). Here is a writer who is both mystic and very practical pastor, caring about the daily needs of others.
  Eugene Peterson called John a theologian, poet and pastor. That’s about right. For John was a God-thinker, who had a baptized and prophetic imagination, and a carer for real people with real earthly needs! All three are reflected in his spirituality and writings! And we are challenged to emulate all three aspects in our own lives as well!
  We have so much to learn from John’s practical and mystical spirituality about friendship with our Divine and very on earth Lord Jesus!
  Each gospel has its nuances of who Jesus really was and is; but this one is particularly revealing of the Identity of Christ, and worth a deep and encountering meditation!
When we look at the four gospels we have to interpret the personal spiritualities of the writers—what their unique relationship with Jesus was like.
 We need to sense what part of Him they were intimate with and could therefore reflect and express best. We have Luke the doctor historian, Mark the careful recorder, Mathew the thorough etc….each had their unique way of reflecting different dimensions of who Jesus really was, and is! And there are windows in each of the beautiful multifarious Nature of Christ in each. We do well to peer through each window to know more of the endless Identity of Our Lord and Savior who came to earth and dwelt among us as a real friend and king, and made us children of His Father, and brothers and sisters with Him.
   Often people think of mystics as impractical people, but in St John we have quiet the opposite–a very practical mystic concerned with, as he wrote, revealing the true nature of who Jesus was, is and will be always!

a fuller version of that welcome thought

23 Thursday Jun 2016

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Contagiously welcoming…pow wow morning blessings…
Awoke to a group of native americans across the street, at the widow’s home, doing traditional pow wow songs—wow! Thought at first it was in my head or heart actually, as I have native american blood, and often hear music in my heart when lamenting or even when praying, but turns out they were celebrating their tribe and teaching kids how to play the talking drum! And sing the old lament and joy songs of their tradition.
Needed that. Such ancient lament, community and joy all in one circle of sound, and that music carries you somewhere very ancient, and you sense many generations present in grief and joy-you are no longer alone is sorrow. Certain songs feel like direct prayers. I grew up in North Carolina and my great grandmother was Cherokee. So those songs guide their way into my heart, lots like Irish and Klezmer music, or maybe all true worship which is grounded in real suffering and authentic hope, does.
I miss that way—that “bright sadness” as, the priest, Richard Rhor would call it (music, which slowed down works for funerals, sped up, for weddings-i relate to that way!, as my klezmer friends put it) they still carry as a people group. That ministered to my heart. Thinking also of my friend Debbie’s and mine shared Cherokee blood, and each of our spiritual heritages. Blessed me. One of the ladies was from North Carolina…We met a lady who is the organizer of the largest pow wow here in Texas. She invited us, and welcomed us. Felt very special on this week of grieving a friend. Thanks for that.
Made me start thinking about the gift of invitation into the human family, and how certain people, like our friend Debbie who passed this week, or people groups, or even certain nations, have that gift of invitation or welcoming you in, making you feel part of the family! In the light of the refugee crisis, feels even more prescient to move in the blessings of welcome.
I’ve experienced it with my Jewish friends, my Irish friends, Native Americans, the Moravian community we grew up next to, and a few other people groups—who carry that welcome banner, you are part of the human family. Come home, join us as long as you want to. And I definitely experience it with The Jones family.
Anyway something about the contagious inclusion this morning within that music, and the still kindness of the woman’s eyes who invited us in, reminded me of what it feels like to be welcomed, even by a song and the dance of children, or a friend—whatever color, age, or cultural heritage, we turn out to be one family of humans in ever occurring need. Or in ever re-curring need!
Made me thankful for friends who have offered that way of welcome to me, over the years, and challenged to continue to make room at whatever table I’m sitting at, for whomever shows up. The gift of making people feel not just invited in, but really desired, truly included in The Beloved conversation. That’s a great healing gift for us all. Knowing we are loved somewhere matters in life. That we belong somewhere. The ministry of belonging.
That music had that in it today, as well as at least three generations of absent but very present performers, I could sense. You could hear the mother’s and father’s voices who came before, and which will come afterwards….
True family makes the whole thing work, despite ourselves. It’s one of the “higher metaphors” as the great theologian and artist, George MacDonald would put it. The Jones have carried that for many. Thankful again today, and to be awakened by the sound of an ancient drumming of welcome to our hearts today!

Pow Wow morning…

22 Wednesday Jun 2016

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Contagiously welcoming…pow wow morning…
Awoke to a group of native americans across the street doing traditional pow wow songs—wow! Thought at first it was in my head or heart actually, as I have native american blood, and often hear music in my heart when lamenting or even when praying, but turns out they were celebrating their tribe and teaching kids how to play the talking drum! And sing the old lament and joy songs of their tradition.
Needed that. Such ancient lament, community and joy all in one circle of sound, and that music carries you somewhere very ancient, and you sense many generations present in grief and joy-you are no longer alone is sorrow. Certain songs feel like direct prayers. I grew up in North Carolina and my great grandmother was Cherokee. So those songs guide their way into my heart, lots like Irish and Klezmer music, or maybe all true worship which is grounded in real suffering and authentic hope, does.
I miss that way—that “bright sadness” as, the priest, Richard Rhur would call it (music, which slowed down works for funerals, sped up, for weddings-i relate to that way!, as my klezmer friends put it) they still carry as a people group. That ministered to my heart. Thinking also of my friend Debbie’s and mine shared Cherokee blood, and each of our spiritual heritages. Blessed me. One of the ladies was from North Carolina…We met a lady who is the organizer of the largest pow wow here in Texas. She invited us, and welcomed us. Felt very special on this week of grieving a friend. Thanks for that.
Made me start thinking about the gift of invitation into the human family, and how certain people, like our friend Debbie who passed this week, or people groups, or even certain nations, have that gift of invitation or welcoming you in, making you feel part of the family! In the light of the refugee crisis, feels even more prescient to move in the blessings of welcome.
  I’ve experienced it with my Jewish friends, my Irish friends, Native Americans and few other people groups—who carry that welcome banner, you are part of the human family. Come home, join us as long as you want to.
  Anyway something about the contagious inclusion this morning within that music, and the still kindness of the woman’s eyes who invited us in, reminded me of what it feels like to be welcomed, even by a song and the dance of children, or a friend—whatever color, age, or cultural heritage, we turn out to be one family of humans in ever occurring need. Or in ever re-curring need!
Made me thankful for friends who have offered that way to me. The gift of making people feel not just invited in, but really desired, truly included in The Beloved. That’s a great healing gift for us all. Knowing we are loved somewhere matters in life. That we belong somewhere. The ministry of belonging. That music had that in it today, as well as at least three generations of absent but very present performers. You could hear the mother’s and father’s voices who came before, and will come afterwards….

What we are engulfed in…

21 Tuesday Jun 2016

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The Texas Sky is also helping out this week! He drew my attention to this today, in the skies above our home—a broken Father’s heart. He loves us even more than we are capable of loving ourselves or one another!
We often think of our own grief but rarely His, as a ministry friend said to me this week. They are meant to work in tandem so ours get’s shaped more as and by His. I liked that way of putting it. Not denial of our pain, but it becoming an opportunity to be formed more deeply by His. Nice.
 Or, as one monk i’ve been reading lately who was particularly tuned into to listening to God through nature said, “Even when a sparrow falls, there is a ripple in heaven’s heart, even more when an angel, or saint passes. We are engulfed in active expressive care.” Nice.
Also these passion flowers exploded into bloom this week (first time I fell in love with them was on the Camino trail many of us walked together years ago in Spain—love their bombastic and exotic declaration of Life, so we planted them all over our fence!); they just popped on our land this week, made me feel fireworks of hope. None of us are ever left as orphans! Just a couple of His “thousand of thoughts daily” towards us today! It’s the little enormous things…

Today’s little blessings….

20 Monday Jun 2016

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Today’s little blessings…
Today at our local convenience store, the lady behind the counter, who has blessed us many times, noticed the color of my t-shirt, and that my heart was open and grieving something. She said, you have a tender strong heart, and will be given whatever you need. She noticed the color of my shirt, even though the graphic on the front was very busy. She wasn’t distracted by it, but discerned the content of where I was at today. Today was a bit windy as well, which helped. Made me want to write a thanks poem:
Thanks
Today, that you saw my t-shirt was red (my heart was read)
and didn’t merely read the font, meant a lot.
I was grieving that day, a close friend’s death…
We are all tossed into and around in this wind
and we return again on the right day—That Day!
Still, while here, we need someone to see us
as we are, little kids crying, wearing our colors, and waiting to come home.

The value of good grieving…

20 Monday Jun 2016

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Reading from Henri Nouwen’s book again today—the one he somehow published after he died (an impressive stunt!)….
“If you grieve well, the spiritual eternal seed of that other person’s life gets well planted both in yourself and others! This is why the bottom of grief is joy! The bottom of sorrow is a dance of hope, but we have to receive the gift through mourning. They are tethered together-grief and joy. We suddenly find in ourselves the hope of that person’s life having been lived, and so still blooming in us.” That helps. If we grieve well we run into or find that person’s spiritual gift-what their life really represented-for us all! In this case, belonging, true motherhood… Like that idea. Feels true. The idea here is we can and are meant to meet more of God through grieving another person’s life. And in this way, that person becomes a living seed of life in us, which keeps blossoming! A gift which keeps giving! It’s our responsibility to receive that gift well—that is, into the good soil of thankfulness.

What amount of manna is for today?!

18 Saturday Jun 2016

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In grief or celebration….sorry felt a little sermon on me today!
The Holy Spirit will guide you into the level of understanding that you can handle this day, and at the same time will comfort or even suave you into a way of receiving it! He is both the message and the deliverer! The one who knows how much and it what way you can handle it.
The Holy Spirit filters, and has to simplify what The Father is saying, so that we, as little children, may understand and receive it in a practical living day to day way. God is faithful to communicate what we need daily, to each of us, in a way we can understand, regardless of our situation.
We trust Father to do this in all things, even great suffering. In both our current and future situations, He is our interpreter, and our comforter as we grieve and celebrate the things which we are meant to behold, know and become in Him daily.
St John expressed it like this: (John 16:12-)
 “I have much more to say to you, more than you can now bear. But when he, the Spirit of truth, comes, he will guide you into all the truth. He will not speak on his own; he will speak only what he hears, and he will tell you what is yet to come. He will glorify me because it is from me that he will receive what he will make known to you. All that belongs to the Father is mine. That is why I said the Spirit will receive from me what he will make known to you.”
(So you see that even in the Trinity they have this partially revealing dynamic)
And He did have much more to say to us, and does daily. Even, or especially, in our hardest moments. We will be able to interpret or understand our daily stories, and the grand narratives of which we are a part.
Some things are more than we can today handle, but we can trust that we will get today’s manna today, and tomorrow’s on that day. And He is able to reveal Himself, progressively, in the way we need to know Him each hour! God is faithful to show us the story, and one chapter at a time.
Our prayer today for our many friends who are experiencing a current grief. May the Spirit of truth be our “Guide” today in all we are experiencing. Guide, speaks of someone who helps us walk it out, in pacing which integrates and helps us heal and become, The Spirit comforts and instruct us, in Wisdom, on into the fullness or towards the goal or fruition of our stories! God is able to show us what we need to know to interpret and go on into a deeper Love.
May we come to trust His guidance, even in grief so that even our suffering may be a sign to others of hope and trust-knowing in the Living relational God, who communicates daily in the way we personally need-in sickness and in health. In this way, He will turn our grief to Joy!

to bless or not to bless, that is the ?

16 Thursday Jun 2016

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Blessers or cursers.
The two daily streams of words towards us each, and out through us to one another. Practical advice from a monk i read this week: will we agree with blessings or curses towards ourselves and one another?
“…this idea of not pointing your finger in accusation at others or yourself. Whatever areas where we still hate ourselves, we are capable of projecting that out and hating others; conversely, whatever areas we have received God’s Love, we are able to minister it outwards! If we judge a religion by its most immature followers, we judge incorrectly. Each of us must try to hear the Voice of the Beloved daily.
There are two streams of words coming at each of us daily—one a stream of blessings, the other of curses. Which we join is a matter of life or death. And a matter of good discernment and then, interpretation.
We are only able to minster outwards the amount of Kingdom and character, that we ourselves have received! All people battle with these two voices constantly.
In traditional christian terms, Satan lives to accuse, and is called the accuser; Jesus ever lives to make intercession and speaking daily blessings over each of us, lifting ourselves and our needs up daily.
Which stream of words, we hear and agree with determines the quality and fruitfulness of our days. Both are being broadcast each hour, and others or we can channel them.
To not join or agree with the accuser; to instead, align with He who ever lives to make intercession and wants to stream blessings towards us, and truly knows your real name, and desires to nuance it to you; that you are not just a child of God, but more specifically created uniquely, as a God-poem, forever to be pronounced!
If there are two streams of voices always flowing towards each of us—one of accusation and tearing down, the other of encouragement and building us up. Which do we want to listen to?
Then when we look at others, do we want to stream a voice of criticism or a voice of building up towards true life—words of death or life? Can we be partners in His intercession rather than accusation towards others. That is the challenge of character put forth by Jesus, who even blessed those who directly cursed Him. And He did so, articulately!

Will we be blessers or cursers?

11 Saturday Jun 2016

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Blessers or cursers.
The two daily streams of words towards us each. Practical advice from a monk i read this week: will we agree with blessings or curses towards ourselves and one another?
“…this idea of not pointing your finger in accusation at others or yourself. There are two streams of words coming at each of us daily—one a stream of blessings, the other of curses. Which we join is a matter of life or death. And a matter of good interpretation.
In traditional christian terms, Satan lives to accuse, and is called the accuser; Jesus ever lives to make intercession and speaking daily blessings over each of us, lifting ourselves and our needs up daily.
Which stream of words, we hear and agree with determines the quality and fruitfulness of our days. Both are being broadcast each hour, and others or we can channel them.
To not join or agree with the accuser; to instead, align with He who ever lives to make intercession and wants to stream blessings towards us, and truly knows your real name, and desires to nuance it to you; that you are not just a child of God, but more specifically created uniquely, as a God-poem, forever to be pronounced!
If there are two streams of voices always flowing towards each of us—one of accusation and tearing down, the other of encouragement and building us up. Which do we want to listen to?
Then when we look at others, do we want to stream a voice of criticism or a voice of building up towards true life—words of death or life? Can we be partners in His intercession rather than accusation towards others. That is the challenge of character put forth by Jesus.
It is not that He didn’t confront false views of one another, but His conclusion was to love one another as we love ourselves. Then ultimately, to love God from which all other loves flow from.” We will be a person of blessing or one of cursing. We choose which stream to enter and channel daily, towards ourselves and one another.
Do you want to be a blesser or curser, in regards to yourself and in relation to others? The beam in our own eye is often there by agreement.
Are we going to live as if cursed or blessed? Are we then going to move out towards others as cursers or blessers. This is a practical ethical and daily choice. We battle these voices in our own heads, and then out towards others.

Spiritual aging!

09 Thursday Jun 2016

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I’ve been studying spiritual development this Summer, and came across this lovely excerpt from a recent reverend!
(Spiritual aging…word from Reverend Shoehorn on spiritual maturing.)
“The spiritually mature person is increasingly concerned to be moving in union with the character of Christ. Not just His teachings, but union with His Being, His Nature, His characteristics.
As you get older, you want more of His character, you are less focused on his Power, though it is also available. You want to enter, what Paul calls “The mystery of Godliness.” (2 Timothy 3:16) That becomes your primary goal; it’s primary fruit is love.
With spiritually mature people, you sense the fragrance of His character in them. They are less in “docrinal confrontation or a conflict mode”, less arguing with life, or reacting against it, and more into exuding Love—care, gentleness, kindness, service, safety, gentleness etc…Having the character of Christ becomes the hallmark of their spirituality.
St John had a blessing for the more mature: blessed are you, for knowing God. No longer for overcoming, but for knowing, dwelling in and with Christ. The mystery of godliness is Christ incarnate in us.
I’ve noticed this, in the spiritually mature, they are no longer in competition with me or others or themselves, they have dissolved into the mystery of godliness. What a beautiful person then, to be around. The fragrance of Christ’s character fills the room. How pleasant to be near them. We need these people around us in life, and we should be becoming such people.
In some sense, as you age spiritually (not just in years, but in formation) you become less religious and more spiritual, and in that sense, more useful to the world.
If you look at spiritual maturity as a trajectory, these at the later half of growth, are the safest and most fruitful people to know, and bless the earth, the most.”
It is wise to seek out, those who are further along in the forest of Being than yourself. I love being with and studying those who are farther along than myself, more formed, more childlike in their maturity! Fun hanging out in the spiritual forest with them this Summer!
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