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The Day!

16 Friday Dec 2016

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Finding The Day:
  When I was a kid, my mom would often wake me up with this verse: “This is the day which the Lord has made, I will rejoice and be glad in it.”
 But it didn’t always feel like the day of the Lord to me. I never loved early mornings which school required, I was an artist, and even then, stayed up late at night. It took me many years, to realize that we actually had to find and faith our way into “the day of the Lord.” To actively position ourselves towards the Day of The Lord.
  It’s certainly there, but takes a little work on our part to find it, and live in and from it daily. Yet, it is still my practice to find “that Day, each day, in my days.”
  Finding the Lord’s Day within our days is a spiritual practice. Everyday. This is the Day that the Lord has made, i will first find it, and enter into it, and then find myself rejoicing in it! It is a spiritual discipline to find the Lord’s Day everyday.
 To pray our way into The Day, to turn towards it, makes ours meaningful! And the Day is always in our midst, but sometimes we must discipline ourselves to find its already dawning. Spirituality is not passive, and we can choose to accept our own version of each day, but there is another Day just behind the curtain, which helps our’s shine. Try to find the backdrop which puts our own days in spiritual relief that’s the practice. So that our daily lives become an active part of our spiritualities.
 I think we wake up near the Day, or even in the midst of The Day, but have a part in actively placing ourselves in an orientation to enter into that Day experientially or existentially. When we do, our own hours and activities are contextualized in a long stream of meaningful days. I’m still thankful for my mom telling me The Day was indeed there; but have had to learn how to find it each day.
 Hope that you are finding The Day, within your days, today friends! And then, rejoicing in it!

More on spiritual counsel

15 Thursday Dec 2016

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More on counseling…
 Often when i meet someone, i can sense them as both younger and much older than they currently are. It helps to visualize their whole narrative or trajectory (in both directions), in order to bless their present situation. It’s helpful to do that for ourselves as well!
 I never see people as only in their current situation, but as part of a longer story, worth interpreting and helping to be pronounced. There are seasonal challenges, but also often, having to go back and edit (heal, grieve, forgive, fill in) a previous chapter.
 Sometimes if someone is stuck, it is also giving a vision of future chapters in their lives. I like counseling, in that it is piecing together a person’s whole story, and trying to help them live it well. We have to see ourselves as a whole story, that always contextualizes our current difficulties. I think this is true for cities and nation’s as well.
 This might seem simple, it probably is, but it works.

On spiritual counseling

15 Thursday Dec 2016

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Meeting God in the holiday blues:
  Been counseling some this week, as people often get bluesy and even depressed, around Christmas. I’ve found, i can’t really help anyone if i don’t get into a prayer stream for them, sort of overhear Jesus’s specific prayers, and their tone. Tone matters, so you get the heart. Turns out Jesus is praying for everyone. Often, it’s mostly about tuning into that prayer, and joining in it for the other person.
  Yesterday, a fellow was suffering holiday depression having recently found out he had cancer. He hadn’t even told his wife yet, and he didn’t want to overwhelm her. I mostly just sat there with him and listened. Then I felt real comfort soak down over the table, and he just cried for a while.
  He is a musical composer, so he started humming all this old late baroque music—it was so soothing (like overhearing God’s comfort music, or healing soundtrack, for someone; and, it was so specifically catered to this man; the tone of his particular comforting!), like David playing music for Saul in the bible—first music therapist!
  Anyway, the ministry of presence always blesses, especially around holidays. Life is meaningful even in suffering. Afterwards, i was once again impressed by God’s specific, not just generalized, care for each of us. I guess that’s how counseling brings you closer to God.
 Counseling like anything else, has to become part of your spirituality for it to be very  useful to others or yourself.

In times like these…

11 Sunday Dec 2016

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  In times like Daniel’s and Jeremiah’s the rabbi’s and prophets had to write it all down. The temple was gone, many of the rituals lost; so the prophets and priest had to create the talmud. The babylonian talmud is the the result.
 If there are parallels to now, we see a time of great global confusion, and are challenged to write out the truths from God’s Voice again. You see this happening now. It is a time to write a new talmud—a global talmud, so that all the peoples can hear the truths of God, and remember who they are.
Times like ours, require us to write from God’s Voice, and to see what The Father is doing—to, like Daniel, “fix our gazes to gain understanding.”

Considering…

11 Sunday Dec 2016

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  Two quotes i liked this week: someone asked me today what my favorite quotes, i came across, from this week were. I write down what friend’s say weekly when it feels true. Perhaps mine were two intense, but these were them…
  “Spirituality is the most basic human need, for it determines- identity, purpose and the power to live out your vocation with meaning. It determines how we interpret and live out the three basic human questions: who am I, what am I doing here, and how can I be empowered to live it out. So choose your spirituality with care and consideration.”
The other I liked from a local friend:
   “We need to make basic practical statements like: I won’t look at pornography, because, among other things, it corrupts my vision of Reality, and de-dignifies both genders-regardless of if I’m a woman or man; i won’t treat someone like an object for my momentary needs;  i won’t treat another person as if they were just their job or color, i won’t “it” them (race or gender) into my box; I won’t view my own worth based on what I have, or appear to have—these statements and this mentality,must become common among those who follow Christ.”
  I’m always shocked, in a good way, when friends share the truths they’ve learned so far. Challenges me to be a better person.
 considering

The Sky and Sea alone is enough to stun us to awake!

10 Saturday Dec 2016

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Few will focus on the sky and the sea. But both are sheer mysteries, which we cannot fully fathom. They are beyond the controllable elements unlike even creatures.. We think of the sky, the expanse made before us, on the second day, and are truly humbled. Each night, the moon stuns me. If we step outside our daily lives, and just behold those two alone, we will be truly humbled into being.

Spiritual growth and culture

09 Friday Dec 2016

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Spiritual growth and cultures…raw notes towards an article:
Discipling the nations would include thinking of how to grow the inner life regardless of the cultural outer life. In America, you see many who get stuck in immaturity of spirit; and some of theat is that we are not a post christian culture yet; in europe, you have to really chose to be christian. You look at debora or kerstin, and you see it is a weighty thing to follow Jesus, and there is lots of live out well. I ike america for it’s lightness of being, but at times her oppomions are so immature and not considering the whole. More teenager like, narcissism and solipsism are obvious traits. Plus, sort of a supermarket approach to their faith.
America is not quiet post christian yet; i would say we are more Christ haunted—that used to be just the south as Falnnery wrote, now it’s the he whole nation—more a supermarket spiritual nation—pick what works for you based on personal desire.
In many other countries it is much more a rick to follow Jesus, there are advantages to this—you have to take your faith more seriously. Yet, in both, you must learn how to grow spiritually, and be actually spirit led and learn to govern your inner lives—as St Paul taught us—to learn to take off, put on the new self—i.e. to be active in spiritual growth. There are different challenges to spiritual growth in different cultures; and different ways He is discipling the nations.
Of course cultural christianity can and does lead to complacency; or lack of discernment of the actual spirit of Christ moving. St John taught us ow to discern who was in Christ—it had to do with their deeds or actions. Are they living as Jesus lived etc. That was one of his keys to discernment. Yet, regardless of your culture, you are called out into a spiritual nation with a spiritual King; and to be growing in Him.
If your culture is largely atheistic, that is a unique challenge; if it is culturally or superficially christian, that is another type of challenge, and requires unique tools to spiritual grow and stay vibrant in being renewed in the image of Christ. For that is the goal for us all, as Paul taught—to be being renewed in our hearts into the image of Christ. Where there is neigether jew or gentle etc…Col 3.
Each culture presents unique challengies of being discipled into all Three Names of the Trinity. If you have an abusive father culture, you will have to find a truer image of The Father; if you have a culture which doesn’t believe in miracles, you may stumble over The Holy Spirit etc….
you see that african christians usually accept the Holy Spirit more easily than northern europeans, where the enlightenment was so strong, as well as marxist doctrine which choked out the supernatural.
You see africans being sent now into europe to help awaken her to The Holy Spirit among other things.
In america where the charismatic renewal began, you see less trouble finding the Holy Spirit, and I would say more problem finding God the Father—we are more like teenagers who don’t like to sit in the more patient I Am space in God, where Wisdom swells! So there are unique challenges in each nation of culture to true spiritual growth. But if we follow and are in Jesus, we must allow Him to overcome these cultural blinders, and actually be growing into becoming the sons and daughters of God. It is possible to become spiritually mature anywhere! Yet, it helps to know the cultural blocks around you which hinder spiritual growth. And if you are discipling others—to consider what they may need to grow past their cultural boundaries…sometimes that means actively going and serving in other cultures, just to get outside your comforts and blocks; or to constantly be vigilant as to the weaknesses of your own culture, and the places it blocks the life of Christ forming in it’s people.
My european friends have different struggles than my american ones in terms of spiritual growth. The europeans tend to take Jesus and a global view of His impact very seriously, and work actively to bring in the new creation in their fields. My american friends are often unaware of the whole global Body and needs, and can often get very solipsistic in their spirituality—or overemphasize the personal relationship with God, without being aware of His collective agenda.
Yet european often lack the levity of being in Him; the actual fun friendship part of Jesus.
It is often helpful to have a few americans in a circle to bring this levity and just do it-just be with Jesus part with no plan. They often move well in The  Holy PSIrit as well. Yet, lack a Father’s vision of the whole, and strategy for partnering in His Kingdom come etc. .
 The other aspects of spiritual growth are often situational; if you have a war in your backyard, you don’t have the luxury of complacency. Persecution brings acute spirituality. Yet, we can all grow even when not being persecuted! We just challenge ourselves to be growing daily into His Image no matter what our cultural milieu.
In the end, all nations will be baptized into  Him, or have a choice to do so.
But now, we must consider how to grow in Him where we are; and to be aware of the whole. My culture in america, though i was always in sub-cultures when here; generally struggles with solipsism and a lack of vision for the whole, even within the church. Yet, we have a servant hearts and i think are historically generous, especially to the oppressed. Yet, we often stop growing spiritually, by being as Keith Green put it, aaslpee in the Light —so religious spirit or mere cultural christianity. I think going and serving other cultures is one medicine for the american church. Get outside of your own culture and listen to God out there.
My european friends often need the impartational empowering of The Holy Spirit, which often comes through real prayer. They need to see demonstrations of His Power—we are more used to that in America, at least in  many parts of His Body.
We know He can do miracles, as the Africans already know; but we don’t always know The Ways of The Father. I would like us work together to form and become a fuller image of God globally. To co-disciple and stir up one another in the the Fullness of His Headship. Which parts are your cultures missing? What parts are needed from other parts of His Body, so we can built up together as His Spiritual House!
Regardless of culture we have the responsibility according to ST Paul to put off the old man, put on the new; to take off the old nature and be renewed in the new nature which is turning into the Image of Christ. Our spirituality is to be active, and we play a huge part in this partnership of becoming in Him. We must enter into the part of ourselves He is renewing daily; we cannot be paralyzed by Grace, nor can we be complacent in Christ. He is active and ever living to make intercession. His Word must be becoming life in us etc. Each culture has unique blocks to becoming mature in Christ, but we must scout them out, and put them to death in ourselves, in order to become mature followers of The Perfect One.  Spiritual growth is not an option for any of us; but a command to grow up in Him, to become matured brothers and sisters of Christ.
What are your culture’s blocks to spiritual growth? How have they played out in your own life and those around you? How can you take them off and move on in spiritual development? How can you pray for your culture to do the same? If you are called to disciple or spiritually parent another nation or culture, how can you help it get beyond these blocks and mature in Him?  I think this would aptly to sub-cultures as well, such as the art world, or the business world etc. How does your little or bigger culture block spiritual development, and what can you do to overcome these blocks to knowing and manifesting the Life of Christ in this world. For He is renewing us in the knowledge of the Image of His Son.  The already not yet of the new creation!
Apiritual obesity is caused by being overfed and not exercising enough. America struggles with this.
Spiritual growth is trans-cultural—neither greek nor jew; yet, our blocks to growth are often culturally determined. We need to locate the blocks in our own culture and other’s to spiritual development; and learn to walk past and through them to come into the Fuller Life of Christ.  If we are under atheism for instance, it is radical and sometimes just rebellious to claim that there is a God. If we are in a God saturated place, on the cultural level, we have to discern where the True God is behind the billboards. We fight forms of cultural christianity for instance.
In a nutshell, God is bigger than culture, and works through it. Each culture unredeemed however, has unique blocks to spiritual growth. Finding these blocks is a key to living out the abundant life regardless of where you are.
Cultures have redeemed and unredeemed parts. It’s helpful to notice where the unredeemed parts can block our spiritual growth.

Bury me standing, in Jerusalem

07 Wednesday Dec 2016

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Missing Jerusalem today. Just felt like writing her a post:
  When I lived in Jerusalem i would often nap up on the white rooftops of the old city, barter for matches and cantelopes at the evening market, and sneak into her many churches at night with my silly camera and sketch pad. Back then, i used to leave marbles around places I lived. My idea was that instead of losing my marbles, I would give them away, and later come back to see if they were still there. I left many in Jerusalem!
  Hopefully, this year, when i return, i’ll find a few of my marbles around town.
 I miss living in that city. It really was my favorite place I ever lived. And I’ve lived in some pretty cool places.
 Some religious people think of her, as too holy or symbolic to be encountered, lived in and with; but I found the opposite. She was made up of many nations and ethnicities and has a vibrant creative life. She is a very down to earth city, while obviously contexualized in something other-worldly.
 I used to go to her art galleries weekly, so many diverse voices going on. She has culinary and creative diversity at every turn. Miss that way—the way of Jerusalem. Each city has an identity and a way of being…I like and love many cities, but she’s still my favorite.
 I was teaching english to children when there. Little arab boys mostly. I remember all their names, and the little market their father ran near the Damascus gate.
  I often miss this special city. It really is my favorite place on earth, and not for all the clique reasons. I just really like it. People say it’s unsafe, but i worked with Arab kids lived with ethiopians and Jews, and attended a catholic parish. I felt right at home switching cultures quickly, and just being human.
  Every year about this time, i actually stop and make all my prayers about he Peace of this city. It’s not a religious thing, but rather a matter of the heart for me.
  When I started doing this (when younger), i didn’t realize it was a command in scripture, I just wanted to pray blessings for her, because i liked her. Turns out, now when i pray, i also find myself addressing global racism and all the other global issues we share in the human family, and the command makes more sense. When you pray for Jerusalem, you are sort of praying your way into The Father’s Heart for all nations, and peoples! So makes sense prayer would start or be centered there.
 It’s not so much a religious thing, it just happens in my heart. Bless my many friends in Jerusalem today, and the city itself. I always miss you when i’m not with you. If I was a tree, i’d definitely be planted in Jerusalem.
 I’ve lived all over the world, sort of from everywhere and nowhere; but that city was the place where the deepest part of me, just felt like it was home. It’s sort of like when you think about if you lost everything suddenly, where would you go. My city would be Jerusalem. I think we can have friendships with cities. Many blessings to you today friend. You never left me. And I always think and pray for you friend, especially these days.
 Bury me standing in Jerusalem, until then, i’ll write her love letters!

Standing on the Rock, considering standing rock…

06 Tuesday Dec 2016

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Standing on The Rock with those at standing rock.
(Just some raw thoughts and a sense of what is happening at Standing Rock; more later, but doesn’t feel like a time to remain silent.)
As the woman in this article says, this is a spiritual battle and, i think, an important symbol in our times, of dealing with root issues of racism and materialism (the two big ones in this nation). Unlike Woodstock and other symbols from previous generations, this one is a moral statement and cause (not just an anti-authority issue), and deals with generational sins overtly.
At a time when there is an obvious leadership crisis in government, i think this event will go down in history as a symbol of hope, and something which stirred hearts and spirits into action, rather than complacency, or withdrawal. Also unlike the occupy movement, this is neither an assault or withdrawal. It is a standing with the human family, and being mutually transformed.
And it begins with the risk of confession and forgiveness as all true movements do. MLK taught us that much. It’s time to stand, thus, be willing to kneel, again.
And the church cannot be silent on this one (as it was largely after 911), as it is dealing with the heart issues of your nation, which as it turns out, God is not done with. It has been said that America’s wounds would be brought fully to the surface in view of the world. That’s an act of Mercy!
Her church must get much less solipsistic and narcissistic in our hour and reach beyond denominational and generational division to actually move in action in the Spirit and Ways of God.
We no longer have the luxury of not being ecumenical. Ecumenism has to move beyond mere tolerance for one another, into actual unity of Spirit, and dialogue and listening conversation between the whole Body. If we are to be effective priest—salt (preservers) and light (interpreters-ie those who bring the Light of understanding)-for our nations and cities. I think this type of symbol is forcing unity of Spirit. And this is a necessary discomfort to cause the true church to stand in this nation.
Even as this election revealed the deep divisions in His church, so our times has one of the greatest opportunities ever to unify in His True Spirit and minister Peace Comfort and true Teaching and Love.
I had a dream that her red stripes were tattered from overextension. They were meant to bring sacrificial healing (red, blood etc), but had overextended in presumptuous leadership. In my dream, Jesus was lowering her flag to mend it. He was not burning the flag (the symbol of her destiny), but was carefully stitching it back together, in true tenderness: dealing with racism, materialism etc, but His Purpose is to heal her. And it is His Mercy and patience, and kindness to do so.
Through this event a national wound is clearly being surfaced.
And healing begins with contrite hearts willing to confess and stand with those who are suffering.
Much healing is needed, on many levels, and this is the path towards that. Mutual confession and actively loving one another, at the risk of our lives and our comforts. I think that this symbol is taking place at the heart of the nation, in a bitter winter is also a sign. And even as there is a transition of power in government. Watch the signs.
Also, makes sense that veterans are mobilizing—trained for war, but meant to bring Peace. Thanks friends for taking the risk to stand with our human family.
There is also something about the earth itself and hearing it’s groans. Unfortunately, the church has often been deaf in its relationship with the earth. Isn’t this the job of the sons and daughter of God. True intercessive stewardship. There is a great opportunity to stand with those who are trying to steward rather than abuse the earth. To me, this does not mean that we worship the creation, but rather guard and garden, cultivate and in wisdom make fruitful, and in this case, help heal the creation as it too, as life itself, is a gift from Above.
Interesting, also that the main voices on this one are from my own generation. Perhaps it is time to stand, speak truth in humility and love. Great challenge for us, and opportunity, to interpret, speak truth in love and be present in humility with our human family. Time to walk out the prophecies over us, while we are still here. Bless those who are trying.
I have many artists, veterans, and church leader friends who have traveled up to participate in this symbolic event. And each have said something like, this feels like a spiritual event more than a political one.
After a tedious, and at times embarrassing, and hard election process, it is nice to see the hearts of friends engaged in a bigger, and perhaps more important, human drama (and to see parts of the church, risk incarnation!), which I think will be remembered far past our time, and could be used to bring a deeper heart transformation which is desperately needed in this nation, and our world. It’s a time for root healing, and this is one of the poisoned roots which must be healed.

Standing on the Rock, with those at standing rock…

06 Tuesday Dec 2016

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Standing on The Rock with those at standing rock.
(Just some raw thoughts and a sense of what is happening at Standing Rock; more later, but doesn’t feel like a time to remain silent.)
  As the woman in this article says, this is a spiritual battle and, i think, an important symbol in our times, of dealing with root issues of racism and materialism (the two big ones in this nation). Unlike Woodstock and other symbols from previous generations, this one is a moral statement and cause (not just an anti-authority issue), and deals with generational sins overtly.
  At a time when there is an obvious leadership crisis in government, i think this event will go down in history as a symbol of hope, and something which stirred hearts and spirits into action, rather than complacency, or withdrawal. Also unlike the occupy movement, this is neither an assault or withdrawal. It is a standing with the human family, and being mutually transformed.
 And it begins with the risk of confession and forgiveness as all true movements do. MLK taught us that much. It’s time to stand again.
   And the church cannot be silent on this one (as it was largely after 911), as it is dealing with the heart issues of your nation, which as it turns out, God is not done with. It has been said that America’s wounds would be brought fully to the surface in view of the world. That’s an act of Mercy!
 Her church must get much less solipsistic and narcissistic in our hour and reach beyond denominational and generational division to actually move in action in the Spirit and Ways of God.
  We no longer have the luxury of not being ecumenical. Ecumenism has to move beyond mere tolerance for one another, into actual unity of Spirit, and dialogue and listening conversation between the whole Body. If we are to be effective priest—salt and light-for our nations and cities. I think this type of symbol is forcing unity of Spirit. And this is a necessary discomfort to cause the true church to stand in this nation. Even as this election revealed the deep divisions in His church, so our times has one of the greatest opportunities ever to unify in His True Spirit and minister Peace Comfort and true Teaching and Love.
 I had a dream that her red stripes were tattered from overextension. They were meant to bring sacrificial healing (red, blood etc), but had overextended in presumptuous leadership. In my dream, Jesus was lowering her flag to mend it. He was not burning the flag (the symbol of her destiny), but was carefully stitching it back together, in true tenderness: dealing with racism, materialism etc, but His Purpose is to heal her. And it is His Mercy and patience, and kindness to do so.
Through this event a national wound is clearly being surfaced.
  And healing begins with contrite (bruised and willing) hearts willing to confess and stand with those who are suffering.
  Much healing is needed, on many levels, and this is the path towards that. Mutual confession and actively loving one another, at the risk of our lives and our comforts. I think that this symbol is taking place at the heart of the nation, in a bitter winter is also a sign. And even as there is a transition of power in government. Watch the signs.
  Also, makes sense that veterans are mobilizing—trained for war, but meant to bring Peace. Thanks friends for taking the risk to stand with our human family.
   There is also something about the earth itself and hearing it’s groans. Unfortunately, the church has often been deaf in its relationship with the earth. Isn’t this the job of the sons and daughter of God. True intercessive stewardship. There is a great opportunity to stand with those who are trying to steward rather than abuse the earth. To me, this does not mean that we worship the creation, but rather guard and garden, cultivate and in wisdom make fruitful, and in this case, help heal the creation as it too, as life itself, is a gift from Above.
  Interesting, also that the main voices on this one are from my own generation. Perhaps it is time to stand, speak truth in humility and love. Great challenge for us, and opportunity, to interpret, speak truth in love and be present in humility with our human family. Time to walk out the prophecies over us, while we are still here. Bless those who are trying.
 I have many artists, veteran and church leader friends who have traveled up to participate in this symbolic event. And each have said something like, this feels like a spiritual event more than a political one. After a tedious and hard election process, it is nice to see the hearts of friends engaged in a bigger human drama (and to see parts of the church, risk incarnation!), which I think will be remembered far past our time, and could be used to bring a deeper heart transformation which is desperately needed in this nation, and our world. It’s a time for root healing, and this is one of the poisoned roots which must be healed.
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