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What we are engulfed in…

21 Tuesday Jun 2016

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The Texas Sky is also helping out this week! He drew my attention to this today, in the skies above our home—a broken Father’s heart. He loves us even more than we are capable of loving ourselves or one another!
We often think of our own grief but rarely His, as a ministry friend said to me this week. They are meant to work in tandem so ours get’s shaped more as and by His. I liked that way of putting it. Not denial of our pain, but it becoming an opportunity to be formed more deeply by His. Nice.
 Or, as one monk i’ve been reading lately who was particularly tuned into to listening to God through nature said, “Even when a sparrow falls, there is a ripple in heaven’s heart, even more when an angel, or saint passes. We are engulfed in active expressive care.” Nice.
Also these passion flowers exploded into bloom this week (first time I fell in love with them was on the Camino trail many of us walked together years ago in Spain—love their bombastic and exotic declaration of Life, so we planted them all over our fence!); they just popped on our land this week, made me feel fireworks of hope. None of us are ever left as orphans! Just a couple of His “thousand of thoughts daily” towards us today! It’s the little enormous things…

Today’s little blessings….

20 Monday Jun 2016

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Today’s little blessings…
Today at our local convenience store, the lady behind the counter, who has blessed us many times, noticed the color of my t-shirt, and that my heart was open and grieving something. She said, you have a tender strong heart, and will be given whatever you need. She noticed the color of my shirt, even though the graphic on the front was very busy. She wasn’t distracted by it, but discerned the content of where I was at today. Today was a bit windy as well, which helped. Made me want to write a thanks poem:
Thanks
Today, that you saw my t-shirt was red (my heart was read)
and didn’t merely read the font, meant a lot.
I was grieving that day, a close friend’s death…
We are all tossed into and around in this wind
and we return again on the right day—That Day!
Still, while here, we need someone to see us
as we are, little kids crying, wearing our colors, and waiting to come home.

The value of good grieving…

20 Monday Jun 2016

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Reading from Henri Nouwen’s book again today—the one he somehow published after he died (an impressive stunt!)….
“If you grieve well, the spiritual eternal seed of that other person’s life gets well planted both in yourself and others! This is why the bottom of grief is joy! The bottom of sorrow is a dance of hope, but we have to receive the gift through mourning. They are tethered together-grief and joy. We suddenly find in ourselves the hope of that person’s life having been lived, and so still blooming in us.” That helps. If we grieve well we run into or find that person’s spiritual gift-what their life really represented-for us all! In this case, belonging, true motherhood… Like that idea. Feels true. The idea here is we can and are meant to meet more of God through grieving another person’s life. And in this way, that person becomes a living seed of life in us, which keeps blossoming! A gift which keeps giving! It’s our responsibility to receive that gift well—that is, into the good soil of thankfulness.

What amount of manna is for today?!

18 Saturday Jun 2016

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In grief or celebration….sorry felt a little sermon on me today!
The Holy Spirit will guide you into the level of understanding that you can handle this day, and at the same time will comfort or even suave you into a way of receiving it! He is both the message and the deliverer! The one who knows how much and it what way you can handle it.
The Holy Spirit filters, and has to simplify what The Father is saying, so that we, as little children, may understand and receive it in a practical living day to day way. God is faithful to communicate what we need daily, to each of us, in a way we can understand, regardless of our situation.
We trust Father to do this in all things, even great suffering. In both our current and future situations, He is our interpreter, and our comforter as we grieve and celebrate the things which we are meant to behold, know and become in Him daily.
St John expressed it like this: (John 16:12-)
 “I have much more to say to you, more than you can now bear. But when he, the Spirit of truth, comes, he will guide you into all the truth. He will not speak on his own; he will speak only what he hears, and he will tell you what is yet to come. He will glorify me because it is from me that he will receive what he will make known to you. All that belongs to the Father is mine. That is why I said the Spirit will receive from me what he will make known to you.”
(So you see that even in the Trinity they have this partially revealing dynamic)
And He did have much more to say to us, and does daily. Even, or especially, in our hardest moments. We will be able to interpret or understand our daily stories, and the grand narratives of which we are a part.
Some things are more than we can today handle, but we can trust that we will get today’s manna today, and tomorrow’s on that day. And He is able to reveal Himself, progressively, in the way we need to know Him each hour! God is faithful to show us the story, and one chapter at a time.
Our prayer today for our many friends who are experiencing a current grief. May the Spirit of truth be our “Guide” today in all we are experiencing. Guide, speaks of someone who helps us walk it out, in pacing which integrates and helps us heal and become, The Spirit comforts and instruct us, in Wisdom, on into the fullness or towards the goal or fruition of our stories! God is able to show us what we need to know to interpret and go on into a deeper Love.
May we come to trust His guidance, even in grief so that even our suffering may be a sign to others of hope and trust-knowing in the Living relational God, who communicates daily in the way we personally need-in sickness and in health. In this way, He will turn our grief to Joy!

to bless or not to bless, that is the ?

16 Thursday Jun 2016

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Blessers or cursers.
The two daily streams of words towards us each, and out through us to one another. Practical advice from a monk i read this week: will we agree with blessings or curses towards ourselves and one another?
“…this idea of not pointing your finger in accusation at others or yourself. Whatever areas where we still hate ourselves, we are capable of projecting that out and hating others; conversely, whatever areas we have received God’s Love, we are able to minister it outwards! If we judge a religion by its most immature followers, we judge incorrectly. Each of us must try to hear the Voice of the Beloved daily.
There are two streams of words coming at each of us daily—one a stream of blessings, the other of curses. Which we join is a matter of life or death. And a matter of good discernment and then, interpretation.
We are only able to minster outwards the amount of Kingdom and character, that we ourselves have received! All people battle with these two voices constantly.
In traditional christian terms, Satan lives to accuse, and is called the accuser; Jesus ever lives to make intercession and speaking daily blessings over each of us, lifting ourselves and our needs up daily.
Which stream of words, we hear and agree with determines the quality and fruitfulness of our days. Both are being broadcast each hour, and others or we can channel them.
To not join or agree with the accuser; to instead, align with He who ever lives to make intercession and wants to stream blessings towards us, and truly knows your real name, and desires to nuance it to you; that you are not just a child of God, but more specifically created uniquely, as a God-poem, forever to be pronounced!
If there are two streams of voices always flowing towards each of us—one of accusation and tearing down, the other of encouragement and building us up. Which do we want to listen to?
Then when we look at others, do we want to stream a voice of criticism or a voice of building up towards true life—words of death or life? Can we be partners in His intercession rather than accusation towards others. That is the challenge of character put forth by Jesus, who even blessed those who directly cursed Him. And He did so, articulately!

Will we be blessers or cursers?

11 Saturday Jun 2016

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Blessers or cursers.
The two daily streams of words towards us each. Practical advice from a monk i read this week: will we agree with blessings or curses towards ourselves and one another?
“…this idea of not pointing your finger in accusation at others or yourself. There are two streams of words coming at each of us daily—one a stream of blessings, the other of curses. Which we join is a matter of life or death. And a matter of good interpretation.
In traditional christian terms, Satan lives to accuse, and is called the accuser; Jesus ever lives to make intercession and speaking daily blessings over each of us, lifting ourselves and our needs up daily.
Which stream of words, we hear and agree with determines the quality and fruitfulness of our days. Both are being broadcast each hour, and others or we can channel them.
To not join or agree with the accuser; to instead, align with He who ever lives to make intercession and wants to stream blessings towards us, and truly knows your real name, and desires to nuance it to you; that you are not just a child of God, but more specifically created uniquely, as a God-poem, forever to be pronounced!
If there are two streams of voices always flowing towards each of us—one of accusation and tearing down, the other of encouragement and building us up. Which do we want to listen to?
Then when we look at others, do we want to stream a voice of criticism or a voice of building up towards true life—words of death or life? Can we be partners in His intercession rather than accusation towards others. That is the challenge of character put forth by Jesus.
It is not that He didn’t confront false views of one another, but His conclusion was to love one another as we love ourselves. Then ultimately, to love God from which all other loves flow from.” We will be a person of blessing or one of cursing. We choose which stream to enter and channel daily, towards ourselves and one another.
Do you want to be a blesser or curser, in regards to yourself and in relation to others? The beam in our own eye is often there by agreement.
Are we going to live as if cursed or blessed? Are we then going to move out towards others as cursers or blessers. This is a practical ethical and daily choice. We battle these voices in our own heads, and then out towards others.

Spiritual aging!

09 Thursday Jun 2016

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I’ve been studying spiritual development this Summer, and came across this lovely excerpt from a recent reverend!
(Spiritual aging…word from Reverend Shoehorn on spiritual maturing.)
“The spiritually mature person is increasingly concerned to be moving in union with the character of Christ. Not just His teachings, but union with His Being, His Nature, His characteristics.
As you get older, you want more of His character, you are less focused on his Power, though it is also available. You want to enter, what Paul calls “The mystery of Godliness.” (2 Timothy 3:16) That becomes your primary goal; it’s primary fruit is love.
With spiritually mature people, you sense the fragrance of His character in them. They are less in “docrinal confrontation or a conflict mode”, less arguing with life, or reacting against it, and more into exuding Love—care, gentleness, kindness, service, safety, gentleness etc…Having the character of Christ becomes the hallmark of their spirituality.
St John had a blessing for the more mature: blessed are you, for knowing God. No longer for overcoming, but for knowing, dwelling in and with Christ. The mystery of godliness is Christ incarnate in us.
I’ve noticed this, in the spiritually mature, they are no longer in competition with me or others or themselves, they have dissolved into the mystery of godliness. What a beautiful person then, to be around. The fragrance of Christ’s character fills the room. How pleasant to be near them. We need these people around us in life, and we should be becoming such people.
In some sense, as you age spiritually (not just in years, but in formation) you become less religious and more spiritual, and in that sense, more useful to the world.
If you look at spiritual maturity as a trajectory, these at the later half of growth, are the safest and most fruitful people to know, and bless the earth, the most.”
It is wise to seek out, those who are further along in the forest of Being than yourself. I love being with and studying those who are farther along than myself, more formed, more childlike in their maturity! Fun hanging out in the spiritual forest with them this Summer!

Texas Sky

04 Saturday Jun 2016

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Here in Texas you notice sky first! There is space between thoughts and people. That’s its strength and shadow. A high contrast place. Bold and beautiful. Nice to observe it on the way in. Clearly a leader-a big picture place.
The land teaches you that you are part of a bigger story, a grand narrative. And if you want to be Adam or Eve in it, you need to show up! Behold, be humble yourself, and know.
The sky is enormous here. First character you notice. The sky breaks through into every conversation-it’s endless with possible outcomes. A unique context to consider life within.
The native Americans felt the sky as father. Makes sense here. A long reaching view space. Long term, long horn i.e. Big authority, Peace considering from Being space. A father creator spirituality. A view on the coming storms. You can see a storm coming from fifty miles here, and consider its velocity, its pace, its potential impact.
Where I grew up you have crescendoes and a domed sky, not endless horizons; here you have operatic thunderstorms, history rolling in, present distance-Big gestures of being. No way to ignore it. The sky is humbling here.
In England, and where I grew up, you are just where you’re at, the local tells of the grandeur-the tiny reveals the whole; here,you are in the vast sweep, the endless dome of being. The rolling thunder of history-Texas, still.
“When a father is quiet at the end of the night, a whole house sleeps!”

notes from Prague…

26 Thursday May 2016

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Nice to back in lovely Prague…
My office today is at Miss Sophie’s in Prague. I love hearing at least three languages being spoken around me as I work. I’ve got a bad cold-so, a nice place to recover. There is kindness here. Helps a lot in life, especially in travel when sick. To be treated with dignity. Benevolence—willing to do good to other for their own sake; akin to love. To put another’s needs above your own, and to do good to them, for their own sake. It’s a proactive orientation towards life, and when it is present in places, you immediately feel welcome. Thankful for this space started by friends of ours. I was a stranger and you welcomed me. Now, i come here so often, I am no longer a stranger, but still feel welcomed. Thanks friends.
They also tolerate artist who need to take pictures of trams in motion at night-i like to pick a theme to frame trips—this one may be textures, motion and patterns in Prague. Sort of futurism grounded in a sense of place. At least so far.
Great to be back where we once lived, seeing friends. I’m studying the book Henri Nouwen put out after he died. I wonder if I could publish a book after I was dead, that’s impressive. Also studying Dallas Willard’s great meditations on spiritual formation in his book, “Renovation of the heart”. Nice combo. Keeps me in the right orientation towards life as I travel. Looking at God through all I see, or as Nouwen put it: “..the world of experience starts pointing beyond itself to the luminous Source of wisdom and understanding..”!
Anyway, good trip so far. Seeing dear friends here-Plus garlic soup, goulash, and beer seem to help in sickness, at least the soul! This place Zizema is where my friends do church-great space. Great art pub/speakeasy layered in history, music and tales. Rich texture. More photos to come, when i can see straight again. I’m just getting started. If I weren’t sick, I would get some good ones! In the meantime, I’ll work with surrealism. Oh yes, also went to Jan Hus chapel, that actor on Heroes (Sark, i think was his character’s name) and Alias-artful tv series-as well as lots of movies happened to be there. I like his work. Nice to see him. I always seem to run into famous folks. Life’s been good to me so far. I know God loves me, I think He also likes me.

We are more than crippled!

18 Wednesday May 2016

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More than crippled, we are! We are becoming sons and daughters of God, and brothers, sisters and friends of Jesus! This changes everything. We choose to stand up, and then He teaches us how to walk!
The story of the crippled man by the pool of Bethesda, contains a pattern of not just initial healing, but what is required to walk it out. At the start of the story, Jesus evokes him, by asking him if he really wants to be whole. Not just physically healed, but to see himself in an entirely new way, a new light. To re-align His feeling about himself with Jesus’ feelings about him.
To re-align ourselves with how the Kingdom sees us, who we really are in His Kingdom is Christ-centered spirituality. Are we willing not just to stand up, but to learn to walk out our new life, no longer seeing ourselves as wounded victims of our situation, but seeing and feeling about ourselves as God does.
This is to address the spring of feelings and our interpretation of our lives. This is more than initial salvation, this is walking in His process of depth sanctification. This little story presents a pattern of how Jesus heals us, or makes us whole. It starts with a question, and our saying yes. Then what is required of us, is an entire recalibration of being. We no longer see ourselves as rippled, wounded losers by the pool, ones who cannot reproduce, ones who are stranded without social impact.
And what happens when the man stands up, is he must now find an entirely different network of support as well. His social life changes. How others have treated him is no longer appropriate. He has been changed by a Jesus encounter, and must make a new life.
Jesus tells His disciples, leave what you are doing, and follow me. That is the starting point. Then they learn to walk with Him. There entire life path and mission changed. They had new people to hang out with and grow with, they went to physically new places. Many were fishermen, and probably did not travel so much. Now they would travel all over, and even go out to other nations. Their journeys changed. They ended up in spaces they would not have, had they not met The Man Jesus.
The man by the pool or the woman by the well, both afterwards, had to make up a new life. They were no longer seekers, but those who had found the source of all Healing. Now, their lives were radically altered. They could no longer sit in the same places they did before, or be perceived by others in the same way. They had changed. Now, their whole lives aim would be to be like the One who had changed them.
Our feelings and thoughts start to center around His, and are altered by this communion with His thoughts and feelings, and imaging of us. We feel and think differently about ourselves and others. We start to perceive ourselves as something other than just crippled! More than crippled, us!
We see things more from a Kingdom perspective, because we have encountered, been saved, and are now being radically transformed by walking with and in Him. We enter the trajectory of being made whole in Jesus! Our union with Him, not just heals us, it transforms us, as we walk along with Him. We no longer lean into our own understanding and interpretation, even of ourselves; rather in every situation we lean into His interpretation and understanding, and we learn to trust that He will then direct our ways, and guide our thoughts and interpretations, and hence our feelings which follow from our interpretations.
And even when we cannot see or interpret fully, we trust that He can, and will reveal to us, what we need to know.
These characters in scripture, offer hope for true lasting transformation. Of moving from salvation into a life of sanctification in Christ. Where His Life is more fully formed in us. Our entire vision of who we are, and what life is is altered by our proximity to Him. We start to become who we truly are, as we walk next to Jesus. We come to interpret ourselves and others around us much more accurately, and we come to act accordingly.
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